I'm Back, Part III

Sunday afternoon, I had HBLazyEye come over to suck me off. I blew right into her mouth, and she got mad at me..for apologizing. If you set the right frames..

Later that night, a couple of my boys swung by, and we decided to celebrate our good grades on the mid-terms..by killing 4 bottles of liquor, between the 3 of us..and me being stuck with the double-shot glass.

I slept until 2pm the next day, then on-and-off until 4 or 5pm [1 of my boys puked his guts out, the other passed out from a standing position onto his concrete floor and didn't wake up until 6pm].

HBBellyDancer had texted me earlier, so when I finally got myself up, I decided it was time to let people know that I was back. So I sent out a mass text to most of the girls in my phone about being back from Disney and how we had to catch up soon and that I had mad stories and pictures to show them.

Great response from some of them, no response from others - I think I made it seem too much like a mass text..I need to be more careful about impersonalizing the mass texts.

For example, HBBartender called me a few minutes after I sent the text. We talked for a minute, then she told me she was going to go to the bar/club Bananas that she works at, "just to chill" - hint hint. So I told her to let me know when she was on her way, and I'd meet her there. Which I did, after I had her wait on me for a little while - I do have other things going on, so I'm not available at the drop of a hat, even if she is.

It was cool, too, because since it was more her "home base" than mine, we'd have interrupts. So after a couple of times, I remembered..'uhh, yo homes - game on!' So, I started freezing her out whenever she did anything like respond to external interrupts, or not pay attention to me [I think she's got some ADD - I would know, I have it myself haa]. And it worked like a charm; she'd keep trying to get my attention back, asking me questions, poking at me, cracking jokes, you name it. Remember, in any social interaction, the game is on, the rules are being followed - pay attention.

HBJewelryStore had also hit me back within an hour or 2, and she told me she was going to be off work Tuesday, so I told her to come by after 5pm. She did, but at 5 on the dot, and I was at the gym, so she left..and came back an hour later, after I called her. It was good stuff with her, too, although it had been a few months [since last term] when we'd last hung out, so I felt a bit off after a little bit when I realized this. But then I straightened up my act, and did the same stuff I did with HBBlondeBlackModel - move around my place some, from 1 location in my room to another, then downstairs for some water and a quick sandwich, then to the couch downstairs to watch some TV.

My roommate came down for a bit, so I talked with him for a few minutes, then my phone rang, so I talked on there for a bit = non-neediness. Then I sat back with her, closer this time, for a few moments, then "remembered" to show her my pimp-ass camera to show some pictures from Disney. I'd already set it so that there were only a couple of shots with my girlfriend in there, and I already had the my homegirl/galfriend thing figured out, so I was straight while at the same time getting some pre-selection/jealousy plot-lines worked in.

And this time, I did take the opportunity to take a few pictures of her, and then a couple with her, as a couple. She resisted for a split-second, I think, but then whipped her head right back around smiling for the camera. The first couple pictures were not all that great, so she jumped off the couch and struck a modelesque pose for me haa And then we took some pictures together, which came out pretty nice. Also, especially after this but even before, I had been kino-escalating with lots of taps on the arm/leg, then her exposed thighs, then hugs, then kisses on the cheek, then getting kisses from her, then just kissing. Triangular gazing is the shit! :-)

I think I might've been able to close her, but I didn't even allow myself to think about it because she was dressed all nice and smelling all good..and I was all sweaty and shit from the gym. And, she'd already suggested to me a couple of times, especially at the high points of attractive/emotional stimulation, that she is off work again this Friday, so we should try to get together again. Nice. I must push to close this time, no excuses.

HBKraaazyBody had gotten a more personalized text from me, mentioning our lack of any real time together at the beach party, and she hit me back like 2 days later..to tell me that she "really should come check you this weekend huh". So I waited a few hours before hitting her back, since there had to be some punishment for the late response [although it was probably because of lack of credit on her phone], but she stepped up and suggested she come over this weekend, so there should be reward, too. So I texted her back something like "Cool idea i'll hit u up 2morrow n let u know wen im free". 2 reasons for this: 1) genuinely, I needed to coordinate what all is going on with me this weekend, especially with dance practices I'll need to schedule; and 2) to leave her a little in suspense and let her know I've got things going on and as much as I'd like to, I can't automatically accommodate her right off.

I had also texted back HBBellyDancer, a personalized version of the mass text. But, it was pretty late, so I didn't hear back from her until today - she came and found me in class, as I was telling a friend some story about Disney, so she came in and waited nicely to allow me to finish. And then she and I talked, and she agreed to perform with me for the Indian cultural show next weekend. Nice. I've also got HBRunnerUp in, too, so it's looking pretty hot - especially because they're hot.

I finally went to class today, for the first time since being back. After class, I was walking alongside HBAmazonian [physically: tallll athletic white girl in my class who's got a sick ass (especially because she's white! :-p)..in other words, Wonder Woman; personality: Southern sweet, but shy], so I struck up a conversation with her. We've talked before a few times, but nothing more than a minute or two of interaction..more on her in another post. So anyway, she responded really well; in fact, when I started to break off in another direction, she was turning back towards me, trying to think of something to say to sustain our conversation [re-initiating the interaction = IOI], so I'm going to keep pursuing that, too. Point to keep in mind with her: she seems to be a shy, reserved type, possibly low self-esteem..so I will have to be more aggressive [as usual]..although she has started initiating the smile-and-greet around campus before mid-terms, so she's getting better about it..rewards for her!

So I planned to text back HBKraaazyBody today, and then she passed me on a bus, staring at me, then looking away, then looking back [I had sunglasses on and was talking to a couple of friends at the bus stop], so I looked right at her and did the whole "I'm watching you" gesture. She laughed and waved back. Since I saw her, I decided I'd wait until a good bit later, like late afternoon, to text her about the weekend.

On my way to my small group thing, I passed by HBGottaBeMixed. She was watching me, despite being in conversation with a girlfriend. So I made sure not to be "too cool", and patted her with my papers and said hi. She interrupted herself and smiled all like "Heyyyy!" And I smiled back, and went into the library, up a few steps..then stopped, and came back out.

I told her I needed another girl for my dance. She was supposed to be in one of mine some terms back [when HBRunnerUp and another galfriend of mine had performed with me], but she apparently has serious stage-fright and would only do it if her friends did..and they backed out. So I told her now was her chance to redeem herself. We'll see how it plays out, but she told me she had 2 tests next week, so it was going to be kind of hard. I messed with her a bit, gave her a hard time, then told her if she needs any help with her work to just let me know, I'll help her..and it'd be nice if she helped me out, too ;-) But I'd still help, even if she doesn't. And every time she'd put up any resistance, I'd start to body-rock away from her..it worked amazingly well, to the point that I was almost 2-steppin'.

I also did a mini-DHV, telling her that one of her tests [Genetics] I find to be really easy, even in the med school class I got an A, so I got her covered. And that I had some really helpful stuff for her next term, especially the toughest class - I have an old test for it. She was giving me the doggy dinner-bowl look ever since I told her I'd help her out, by the time I was done, I could see the stain of her moist panties loll

After my meeting, I walked with one of my buddies towards the bus stop, and HBPerfectTits was walking towards us, and she and I punched each other at the same time as we passed haa

At the bus stop, HBNeedyLocal"GF" and HBLazyEye both got off the bus, so I tried to play it as best I could: HBNeedyLocal"GF" had grabbed my arm as she walked by, so I made it out like she was twisting my arm, just messing around, etc and HBLazyEye walked by and smiled and waved and said hi, so I smiled and waved and said hi to her. Fortunately, she kept going. HBNeedyLocal"GF" gave me hard time, asking why my friend [whom she also knows from before] got a big wave and she didn't get anything. So I played the twisting-my-arm angle and told her "Because she greeted me while you beat me up!" I don't think there would've been any problem, but it's always better to be aware of what's going on, or who's going by, than to be oblivious.

I called up HBRunnerUp when I got back to the P.I.M.P. pad, and we talked on the phone for a bit. Then she suggested she just come over, since she was at school, sitting in her car, talking to me. So I agreed, and we chilled at my spot for about an hour or so, talking about the dance and random chit-chat, etc..cool stuff. Apparently it's her birthday Saturday [19th birthday..what the fuck??], so I'll be sure to wish her somehow. And, as it turns out, she's going to be hanging with HBGottaBeMixed tomorrow at the beach, and she said she'd try to convince her to dance with us..Mann..I don't know if HBRunnerUp and her boyfriend are still together, but I plan to find out real soon.

I went to walk HBRunnerUp to her car, and I saw that one of my boys had called me, so I hit him up..only to tell him I'd call him back when my girlfriend beeped in.

When she and I finished talking, I texted HBKraaazyBody, setting up Saturday ~3pm. She texted back pretty quick [= it's really on!], telling me that she'd forgotten but there was this Fun Day thing going on at school on Saturday, and she's going to be there most of the day. She suggested Sunday, if it works for me, otherwise, it's a whole new week.

I called back my boy from before and talked with him, then replied back to her that Sunday was definitely going to be better than the week, and told her to remind me to tell her why, and then said that ~3pm should still be good for me on Sunday. And she replied back almost immediately [= it's really, very much on!] that it was cool with her, so we're good to go. I must push myself with her, too, to at least get to the kissing level..I'm not sure if she has a boyfriend now, but she didn't the only time we talked about it [2 terms ago], so I don't know..and I don't care.

Bottom line: life is good.

~h

A Few [originally meant to be] Quick Notes

Earlier today [~a little before 1pm] I sent a text to HBBlondeBlackModel. Have her actively thinking about me, but also do it in a non-invested way [I am studying for mid-terms..plus, to her, I'm not just going to call her any/all the time - got to keep her on her toes, and I don't need her thinking she's "got me"].

h: "I was thinking about you, i'm not really sure why..so i figured i'd text you real quick during a study break. Hope you have a great day!"

Within 2 minutes..

HBBBM: "Have a good 1 too. :-)"

Having such a quick response = it's definitely very much on [credit: Sinn].

But of course, when you're looking for reasons to procrastinate, you don't just leave such a simple response as-is. So I proceeded to analyze the shit out of it - anything is more exciting than memorizing Immunology.

Here's what I came up with:

• She responded. Sometimes, people don't respond to texts where there's no response required, because it costs 16 cents [local currency] per page of message. Or they don't have any credit on their phone at the time [example: 1-to-2-day-late responses from HBGroceryStore on a regular basis, due to her lack of phone credit at times].
  
• Immediate response = she's very much into me [okay, so I didn't come up with that one, but I did think it immediately..and then realized why - because Sinn rocks]
• " :-) " .. she doesn't do smiley-faces. I know this, because she never uses them or responds to/with them - she just..doesn't..at all. It's just not her "way" of texting. And her texts are usually not very expressive..at all.

I like this text message and will probably use it in the future, too, because it tells her that:

• She is/was on my mind [meaning, I might like her, or something].
• The "i'm not really sure why" takes away any weirdness that may be associated with the fact that I'm thinking about her while at the same time goes into the emotional spectrum since emotions are not logical and thus there's no logical reason as to why I was thinking about you [I'm not weird, I just randomly thought about you - for some inexplicable reason]. Plus, it conveys that I have emotions, and I am in-tune enough with them to be aware of them, and man enough to admit all this to a woman.
• "So i figured i'd text you" conveys acting on those emotions = Attraction switch [especially with the "I'm a passionate guy, and I think everyone should be passionate" frame and "follow your heart" frame from the other day on the phone].
• "real quick during a study break" tells her that I am a busy guy, I do have shit to do, and [most likely] I lead an interesting life - it works almost like an indirect DHV. It also says that despite me being busy and leading an interesting life, I still thought about you, and I made time and put in effort to let you know, i.e. for you. And this leads to, in an indirect way, that therefore you are probably somewhat important to me, i.e. I like you.
• "Hope you have a great day!" sends across the super-positive vibe and full-of-life-and-energy image, which is an attractive quality. And it fits in pretty nicely with some of the frames from our talk the other day on the phone - great outlook, cool and fun personality, living in the moment, living life to the fullest, etc. And to a certain degree, especially in the context of the rest of the message, it says that I sincerely want you to have a great day, because I care about you. And bonus here is that if she does have a good/great day, she will associate that idea/feeling with me because I wanted that for her..which then loops back to reinforce that I genuinely must care about her, at least to some degree.

.. .. .. ..


Tonight, I ran to campus for "a minute" to get some really good shit for one of my mid-terms, and it was cool chillin with another group of my boyz who are in the term ahead of me, since I don't see them around - since I'm not on campus much and their schedule's are rouuuuugh..it'll be me in a few months :-/

Well, I was on the phone with my girlfriend right outside their dorm, and apparently HBMPHBrunette lives there. She came outside to get a smoke, and so I wandered off to order some food while I was wrapping up on the phone.

I got back, and she was still out there, and she was already looking at me as I came around the corner.

She apologized for "yapping away" about her life studying, etc, and disturbing me on the phone [I didn't say anything to give her this idea - maybe me walking off, but .. that's about it]. I took it as an excuse for her to talk to me [everything happens on purpose when dealing with social dynamics].

I told her it wasn't so much her talking as it was her smoking. She paused, trying to read me. Then she goes "oh, stop it..! haha", and I held onto my 'frame' or whatever [i.e. not backing down] and explained further that I was being straight up with her - it bothers my eyes, because they're sensitive.

She apologized haa the stronger frame absorbed the weaker one ;-)

So I rewarded her with coming in and complying by continuing our interaction, especially with a joke..something about if it happens again, and I'm studying, and my eyes are tired, and my contacts get irritated, I'll smack her - a "5 across the face" [Dave Chappelle!!] and then paused, turned back to her, and smiled before walking into the dorm.

She giggled and said something like "well maybe I like getting slapped" .. I made sure not to let this opportunity slip, and so I half-way turned back and said "Hmm..I'll have to keep that in mind, then!", winked with a "dirty" smile, and then walked back in. Easily introduced sexual themes in, whether she was purposely dropping that innuendo or not, I took it that way, and escalated on it, thus leaving her with that..I knew I had to get going, because my buddy would be waiting on me by now.

As I had already walked in, I could still hear her giggling [you know the kind: "my sexual fantasy's been discovered!" - she's now got some very solid images in her mind! haa], and she called out some "see you later!!" kind of good-bye, so I laughed and said "Alright!" .. and again, leave some doubt as to what I meant - "Alright..bye"? or "Alright, cool - I will see you, later on, to do..whatever it is your dirty mind is imagining right now!! ;-)"? Considering where her mind was already, and what I'd just said before that about keeping that smacking info in mind "for later", she'll now be thinking and hoping it was the second one.

{Notes: a lot of times, girls, especially attractive ones, actually have no game..whatsoever..like HBMPHBrunette. Slow on the come-backs, having weak conversation starters and topics, not knowing how to properly socialize with a guy of equal or higher value. They become AFCs.

This makes sense, too, because a lot of times, these more-attractive girls don't need to have game - they're used to being the choosers. Therefore, I need to be more aggressive and more direct, so as to let her know what's up, since she's having a very hard time trying to DHV herself to me so that I may IOI her for it. I've got to help her out with it and/or actively look for smaller DHVs for which to give IOIs.}

I went upstairs to grab those notes [and a book, as it turns out] and chilled with the guys for like an hour, discussing class shit but mostly non-academic shit.

I got out of there, picked up my food, and headed to the library..with a quick detour for water at the gym, and I'm glad - there was some chick up in there, holy shit!! She was doing dead-lifts, with skin-tight pants on, right by the water fountain..good thing I had my visor on! I don't like being a perv and staring at girls as they work out, but shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit, couldn't have helped it in this type of situation, so at least she doesn't need to know :-)

I couldn't get a look at the face so as to catch her around next time, but whatever..a body like that, I'll know when I see it again!

Anyways, I made my photocopies [made a quick appearance with HBPerfectTits, who was working there by chance] and went to catch a bus. On my way there, I ran into HBLazyEye, so I grabbed her from behind and scared her, while her friend and I laughed as I kept walking. And this very conveniently happened in front of HBTheBrownBody, who was walking the opposite way. And she was watching me/us the whole time, so it threw in a random little Pre-Selected moment for me to her.

I got on the bus and plop down. And HBBeautyMark comes in to sit directly across from me.

As soon as she'd walked in, I knew she'd already seen me and was still looking at me, so I eyed her up and down [good to let her know that I do find her sexy and attractive, especially because many times a girl can't tell with me because they won't let themselves assume it due to low self-esteem and/or my super-high value] and did a wolf-whistle haa Shit, she earned it, she looked fucking amazing!

She came at first to sit next to me, but I was taking up both seats [I was sitting in the middle and had the book, my copies, and the food], so she sat in the seat across the aisle. I went into a little too courteous [read: AFC] mode for a split-second, moving my stuff so she could sit next to me. But she didn't notice, and I made it like I was rearranging my stuff and getting more comfortable.

She tried a few different times to [re]initiate the conversation, each time it died off. Once I realized what she was doing [IOI after IOI], I made sure to not let it die off again: just keep it engaged, don't let any pause or lull in the conversation happen; in other words, lead the interaction - that's how it should be, regardless.

She herself mentioned the fact that I didn't want anyone to sit next to me, etc, a couple of times - I got the hint, but made her admit to the fact that she wanted to sit next to me before I did anything about it. "Ohhh..do youuu want to sit here..? :-)", and she smiled and gave me this look [didn't actually say yes], so I framed her reaction and took her smile-and-look to mean yes and replied "Ahh, I see..well, in that case, come on over!"

There was also a bit in there about us being married, and so I don't have to divorce her..yet..as long as she keeps making sure to do .. whatever it was I wanted her to do. I think it was "taking care of me" or something. Thus, I created the frame for her: I complimented her on what she was doing [i.e. making sure no one tries to sit in my extra seat] as what I wanted her to do for me [i.e. looking out for me, taking care of me -> thus, it's understood that she must care about me in order to want to take care of me, and since she's already taking care of me..you get the idea].

And then I took it even further, telling her that's the reason that we got married, because she's always looking out for me and caring for me. So she'd better keep on doing that, because the moment she stops .. we're through. She'll get the divorce papers in the mail. At first, I didn't know if it'd stuck, or if she was resisting the frame, so I kept going with it, about how she'd better not even think of trying to take half my stuff, because it's not going to happen like that.

She told me no, it wasn't going to happen [at this point, I'm thinking 'Oh great, she's resisting and being to "serious" about all this'], because she wouldn't sign the divorce papers.

As it turned out, she was just having trouble with what to say to work herself into the frame haa

So we went with that for a minute, and then someone got onto the bus, who apparently knew her, and so that girl started talking to my HB. So, I turned my body away from her. I know she was trying not to blow me off [she scooted in closer to me, pressed her hips and ass right up against me from the side, and kept looking over at me], but as far as I was concerned, whether she was trying to or not..she was still doing it. So she will be punished for it. Which was a good decision in retrospect, because someone called her a few seconds later, and my stop was coming up, anyway.

When my stop came up, it was kind of weird - she got off the bus with me [still on the phone], instead of just moving down the aisle towards the back to let me pass her. Despite her still being on the phone, I thought of using the opportunity to get her up to my place, even for a minute - at least get her used to the inside of it so as to knock off any "new place" feel for later on. But I remembered that she'd gotten onto the bus with a friend, and they were both going together to this post-exam cruise. So she's not going to randomly ditch her girlfriend, especially because it was only the 2 of them, to come chill with me, especially since they were on their way to that cruise party.

{Notes: similar to HBMPHBrunette, HBBeautyMark has no game. And she doesn't need any - she's gorgeous, and has a pretty tight body. There was a security guard getting off the bus before it left, and he knows her [her mom's a security guard at school], so he greeted her, reached out and grabbed her hand and held it somewhat intimately for a few seconds, then got off - this is a very common thing guys down here do. So, what girl needs game when it's so easy for her??

On the flip-side, it is a unique IOI that I need to be aware of, when girls linger the hand-holding or reach for my hand, because that's an IOI that I'm not really used to..hard to describe what it is, because it's not a typical holding-hands.

Also, because of the lack of her game like HBMPHBrunette, I must lead the interactions. As I should always do, anyway. But I need to lead it down a specific path, to let her know I'm interested or I like her, etc, and to escalate with her, both physically but especially verbally. I feel that she is not used to either 1) feeling this way [i.e. tables turned or simply being soo attracted to a guy], or 2) she feels awkward or worries about looking foolish in front of me, so she'd rather end the interaction quickly [or it dies away on its own and thus reinforces her awkward feeling] rather than allow her value [in my eyes, her eyes, and the eyes of others] to drop - again, she perceives it is dropping.

I know what she's feeling, because I definitely used to [sometimes still do??] go through that type of thing myself, i.e. get out while I'm still doing "okay" and before I mess things up - save face rather than risk failure/rejection, and I'd actually lose girls that were very much into me.}

I got a nice going-away Social Proof hit, for her and everyone else on the bus: the driver was one of my boyz, so he'd given me a laugh and a thumbs-up when I'd pushed the button for my stop [meaning, he was already dropping me off there without me having to push the stop button and that he knows it was me who pushed it - must be those eyes in the back of his head]. And as I crossed the street, he yelled out again to take it easy, laughed, and honked his horn at me [it's crazy, people are very honk-happy down here, like New York..except as a greeting lol].

Because I'm a baller.

~h

Physical Escalation Practice, HBBlondeBlackModel, and Some HB Updates

Thursday night, I practiced some more of the quick escalation, again on HBLazyEye. She had a test and wanted to come over afterwards, so I allowed her to. And stayed on my own schedule.

She got to the P.I.M.P. pad before I did, then I proceeded to drink my protein shake, take a shower, heat up my grilled cheese sandwich, and then eat it while I messed around on my laptop.

All the while, with her sitting around, waiting on me. Trying to pull me into conversation, which I'd respond to at time, and not at other times.

Then, when I was done eating, put my plate up, washed up, etc, I just jumped onto my bed and told her that I was really tired. But I had a lot of work to do, so she was going to have to keep me from falling asleep.

After a few different attempts on her part, both sexual-physical as well as trying-to-lift-me-up-physical, she just went hardcore sexual on me, kissing my face and my body, taking my clothes off, etc, and next thing you know, I'm wide awake..and so's the Hrithik-rod! ;-)

..although, after about an hour, it made her too sore to continue, so she just sucked me off, and I blew it all over her ass/back..not too bad, especially since I didn't put anything into it in terms of pursuing it.

Overall, I do seem to be becoming more comfortable just pushing things physical quicker, in this case with a girl I've already got in rotation, so that once I can show myself that it's okay, I should be able to do it with girls I'm gaming, too, in the future.

I also got another chance at interacting with this hottie from earlier on Thursday [HBBlondeBlackModel]: I was talking with a friend outside his dorm, and this girl walks by us, caramel-colored skin, tight body, very pretty face, and short, blond hair - interesting look, but she pulled it off quite well.

Well, she stared right at me, started to smile and say/said "Hi", but I'd already started turning back by the time this happened [I was a little thrown off at how attractive she was, especially because it seemed as though she just popped up out of nowhere - 1 second my boy and I are were talking, the next, she was a few feet away walking towards us].

She passed us, and I checked out her ass [amaaaazing!], then looked back at my friend, and he was doing the same! haha So I caught his eye and gave him this knowing look, like "Eh? Eh?? Niiice!"

The girl went a little past us, to the end of the sidewalk, looked around, then walked back..past us..and all the way back towards the bus stop. So I finished up with my friend, and as I saw the bus coming, I was thinking 'This is great, I'll end up on the bus with her and get her after all!'

..not quite..

The bus filled up, and I was literally the last one - and the only 1 who couldn't get on.

The next day, Friday, BY PURE CHANCE [or stroke of Divine Power ;-)], she was in line at the bank, and I made sure to get in some kind of "in", at least Social Proofing myself by making passing comments to people I knew in line. And standing in my own like at the ATM, I started up a conversation with the girl behind me, then the guy in front of me. And then, the girl 2 places behind me. I didn't know any of these people, by the way.

All this, in pure sight of HBBlondeBlackModel.

By the time I'd gotten my rent money, then picked up food, and finally was waiting on a bus, she came running towards the stop, hoping to catch it, too: a reversed-situation to Thursday, right?

Well, it turned out that that bus was already full, and she gave me an opening [which I missed, because I was being "too cool" - I really have got to get that out of my system, but it seems like a lot of the hotter girls down here can be either down-to-earth or very high-and-mighty snobs, so I'd rather snub them by not giving them the time of day rather than boost their confidence by hitting on them only to then get shot down by them or something].

Either way, I knew I couldn't miss this chance, so I noticed a girl standing with all of us waiting on the bus whom I know, and she just happened to be standing right next to HBBlondeBlackModel, so I went in, being all fun and cool, and started talking with the girl. Making big gestures, turning my body some so as to naturally draw HBBlondeBlackModel into the conversation, but not quiiite, so that she felt like she was in it, she could hear me perfectly, and see us, but wasn't quite in our group.

A bus finally came back to campus, and a few people, including HBBlondeBlackModel, crossed over to the opposite stop, to catch the bus on its way up so as to already be on there and not have to worry about it filling up at the top and running out of space for us down at the bottom. So I knew I had to follow.

Another girl I knew also crossed over, so I started talking to the both of them, nice and loud, of course, to ensure HBBlondeBlackModel could still hear me laughing and talking - having a great time with other people that are not her lol So, the 4 of us [we happened to go stand next to a guy I knew, too] stood there and talked, while HBBlondeBlackModel kept looking over from where she was standing at the front of the little line that had formed of people wanting to get on the bus.

As luck would have it [I shouldn't have left it to luck, but I figured worst case, I've at least shown myself to be some ultra-cool guy, so next time I see this girl, I'll have Social Proof and Pre-Selection as well as loads of Attraction on my side, to complement my looks and personality that I've got already], I ended up sitting right next to her. And my female friend with whom I'd initially started the conversation. So I talked with her for a few seconds, but I knew I definitely had to take advantage of this situation because too much good stuff was lining up together for me to miss this, so I turned to HBBlondeBlackModel while still talking to my friend and said something like "And it was a really good idea she [HBBBM] had [kino on her leg/arm..don't remember - just knew I had to get it going early to establish I'm a touchy-feely kind of guy so it's not weird later to escalate :-D] to catch the bus on its way up, too, huh?" and my friend agreed .. and HBBlondeBlackModel couldn't have been happier! She jumped right into the conversation with us at this point, explaining why she'd done that, etc, and then I was filling her in on a story that my 2 galfriends had told me about the bus driver, and she agreed that he was a real jerk-off, so then I told her and my friend "about this 1 time that..", practiced some of my story-telling as well as light kino, knowing I had to stick some personal information into HBBlondeBlackModel's mind so as to have something solid planted with her once we left.

A few people behind me had to get off, which sucked because I lost the best seat I could get, sitting directly next to HBBlondeBlackModel. But I got the seat right in front of her, and she tried to re-initiate the conversation with me, asking me about my rings [major IOI, since she not only complimented me but had to re-initiate the interaction, through a seat, on a full bus]..and I totally missed the sign in the moment. I gave her an answer and all, but it was kind of difficult to try to talk to her with the seat being between us. Plus, I think my initial joke-response may have thrown her off [I told her "I didn't get 'em from here!", to which she smiled and leaned back into her seat [IOD? for me dissin' on her country?], but I pulled her back in just long enough to be sure she didn't get that bad impression/misunderstanding, then I dropped it because it was going to be too awkward to talk through the seat with my body turned half-way around.

In retrospect, I could've let those people past me who needed to get off, then I could've gone back to the back row of the bus, and continued talking with her..or even told her to come sit back there with me, or [a little more complex and might be too strong/awkward of an IOI] I could've let enough people get back on so they'd fill the seats behind us, then I could've switched back to my original seat [but again, seemed too try-hard, because I did think of this one at the time..unfortunately, didn't think of the first option].

Either way, I should've stepped up and gotten her number or something, especially once the seat-issue came into play ["So, listen, it's a little awkward talking through the seat, so..here, let me get your number"].

Oh, well, nothing to do about that now, I'll just have to get it done on the next HBBlondeBlackModel-sighting. The only thing I'm a little concerned about is that I've never seen her before, then happened to see her 2 days in a row, at about the same time..so there's no guarantee that I'll see her again to close the deal.

There is a worst-case scenario solution, and that is that 1 of HBNeedyLocal"GF"'s close friends is this girl's cousin [that's how I came to know she's a model, etc, because that day I missed the bus but she got on, apparently HBNeedyLocal"GF" was on the bus, too, and I got info on this chick from her on the pretense that my friend who'd checked her out wanted to know what's up with her, and I'd told him I'd see what I could do]. Complicated, right? And that's why I don't want to use that option as my solution.

HBBlondeBlackModel is very pretty, and she seems real cool and nice, and her voice, it's got that kind of sexy hoarseness to it..ooo, man! And as ridiculously gorgeous as HBBangs is [I think she's started to comb the bangs to the side, because I saw who I think was her Thursday night when I was at the gym, just before my physical escalation practice session with HBLazyEye], her body is normal, not too curvaceous..HBBlondeBlackModel, on the other hand, has nice breasts and a siiick ass!

And I found out from my librarian galfriend that HBLibrarian [who actually looks like she could be my librarian galfriends' older sister/cousin] has/had a boyfriend, not married, but also has 2 kids..which translates for me to mean draaaamaaaa..so we'll see how that works out, but I'm definitely not actively pursuing that - I'll let my librarian galfriend do the work on it and let me know what's up, hook it up for me, etc..if I've got the social circle, why not use it to my advantage when I can, right? ;-)

And HBJewelryStore, again, seemed to have thought I'd forgotten all about her, until I sent out a mass "Good Morning, 'Stranger'!" text to the girls I haven't talked to in a little while, and she even went and got credit on her phone to be able to talk to me, called me, texted me, etc..I need to make time to coordinate shit with this girl, because she's up on my shit still, so I need to keep things good with her!

HBPerfectTits also responded to the mass text, and she let me know that she's been sick lately, and has recently started to leave her phone at home more and more..good to know, but I still want to try to get with her a couple/few more times before I allow things to go cold with her altogether.

And HBBartender seems to be even more on my jock now, since I went to Banana's last weekend and had spent a good bit of time with her - she's called me when she's been working, again..but it leaves me in a position where before I see her again, I want/need to have a plan as to how I'm going to either 1) pull her from there [when she gets off or even still on the job], or 2) get her invested enough to come out of her way to come see me [on a Sunday, or after work during the week, etc]. I'm not going to just keep chasing her, spending bf-gf type of time with her at the club, only to not be getting anything out of it myself. It's got to be an even give-and-take, not just I give and she takes..I need me some HBBartender-lovin'!

~h

Some Thoughts..

..and just as I'm about to get some stuff out, HBNeedyLocal"GF" calls..awesome..we'll see how well my thoughts come out on here while I listen to her blab..

So, Monday I had my final exam for the CPM exam [turns out I got a B, which sucks because I thought I was just going to scrape by with an A]. But, at the time, I was just chilling, and 2 different groups of friends were convincing me to go to the beach, and as strange as it may seem, living in a Caribbean island, I'm not a big fan of the beach.

"Fuck it, just do it"

I decided to skip the gym and wait for my roommate to finish his quiz, he rolled back to the P.I.M.P. pad with a couple of mutual guy friends and 1 female friend. And then we headed out to the beach - and it was just what I needed.

It made me realize this is exactly why I made that rule to go out once a week - meet up with friends, chill, get away from school, and be able to practice game.

I [finally] bought a digital camera over the Christmas break, so I took it with me to the beach, and it was a damn good idea. Especially when more and more of my friends poured in to join us. And I remembered not to just enjoy myself, but also to use this opportunity to run some game, especially when my roommate's female friend had one of her girlfriends come out to join us, and our waitress told me flat-out that I was cute or hot or something..and so it began.

HBWaitress: "You know, you're cute/hot/whatever.."
h: "Well, thank you!"
HBWaitress: "..don' tink dat I'm flirtin' wit' you, dough.."
h: "Oh, I don't think you are .. I know you are"
HBWaitress: [giggle]

From there, I'd throw in random stuff her way, mainly escalating kino while being a very fun, social guy..but also throwing in indirect Attraction triggers - like buying a round of drinks for everyone, then shots for my other late-comer friends as they'd join us, etc, showing the waitress [and the 2 girls with us, too] that I was a Leader of Men and also Protector of Loved Ones.

And, I got in some practice with flash-game, using the new touch-screen camera I got..although, I have to admit, everybody else used it more than I did, but I got maaad pictures from the day, and that's all that matters - especially with my boys, and the 2 girls, and the waitress, all as action shots, which is the main thing.

All said and done, I could've pulled the half-Asian girl, definitely [my roommate introduced me as Bollywood, and that's what she called me the rest of the time, so I knew it was already on]. Me and the waitress made plans to get together after she got off work that same day, but I ended up blowing her off to make sure 1 of the guys made it back okay..good thing, too, because it turns out that he'd totally blacked out on the later part of our day, so who knows what could've happened to his dumbass! :-D But the taste of that success made me want to keep pushing and trying to work on my SNL [single-night lay] game, which is the game-plan for when I go out: 1st priority = SNL, back-up plan = Day2 the target.

On a related note, I've started wearing my right thumb ring on my middle finger, so as to better be able to use Captain Jack's Rings on Fingers routine to help set sexual frames into the interactions, end-goal being, again, the SNL.

Afterwards, I kicked it with a couple of my boys back at one of their places for a good while, then eventually got back to my place and crashed. And missed class all week, because I was so tired, and enjoying myself that day made me realize that I needed to catch up on a lot of sleep..so I did. I went to all my small group and review sessions, but the actual lectures I slept through to get rested up - mid-terms will be coming soon, and I'd rather miss class now and work later vs work now and burn-out just before the exams.

Yesterday was pimp, too, so I'll throw that in real quick - basically, I had HBLazyEye come over, and I decided I'd start to be more FB-style rather than nice guy/BF-style. And best to practice quick escalations with a girl I've already got, knowing I can have her, instead of waiting to do it with a girl later when I have to work my thing and not be able to do it because I don't know what to do or when to do it, etc.

So, girl came over, we talked for a few minutes, then I decided to introduce my camera into the equation - one of my boys, he sometimes takes pictures of girls he's banged, so I decided if I set the bar a little higher for myself, I'll keep pushing myself and thus continue improving. And therefore, I've decided that I'm going to take pictures of girls I get with, too. Which brings me to the reason why I brought the camera into the interaction with me and HBLazyEye [since it did slow down Project Quick Escalation]. However, the other advantage was that it helped me practice using pictures as DHVs and conversational material, too.

So I did that, and there were a few points when I know I could've used it with her, but I pussed out [no excuses next time, thought - everything went so well, it made me more confident in just doing whatever the fuck I want to do].

It was funny, my roommate told me the next day [i.e. today] that he was in the bathroom, and he heard us talking, and all of a sudden, everything went quiet and all he heard was making-out sounds..and withing like 10 minutes, he heard a girl's voice calling out all kinds of random words/sounds..nice - Project Quick Escalation was a success!

Next time, use the camera while banging her..and I might even be doing that this weekend..or maybe HBPerfectTits because, as the name suggests, those breasts are definitely worth capturing ;-)

Oh, and I haven't backed down from my going-out-once-a-week rule: technically, I "went out" Monday, but I'm not being a bitch - I'm going to get some work done, and then me and 1 of my boys are going to head to the near-by bar/club to chill [where conveniently, HBBartender happens to work]..and hopefully catch the post-party rush heading over that way..especially since HBBellyDancer was all on my nuts earlier in the week, texting me to invite me out tonight, and even today in person, trying to convince me to come out..

~h

Rollercoaster Day

Wow, what a crazy day today. I got a few updates that I wanted to do, dating back to last week, but now I don't know if I'm going to have the time to discuss all that with all the random shit that happened today [and especially tonight - I'm just now getting back from the gym, despite having been done for the last 2.5 hours]. But seeing as how I'm trying to be better about having this blog and keeping my thoughts on here for me to reference back to as well as you to reference, plus my new mentality of "Fuck it, I'm doing it!" that applies to everything PU-related, here we go.

I'm doing better about keeping on schedule. I've been to class pretty much on time, I come back and eat, take a quick hit of coffee to avoid my damn ADD medication that fucked me up for a whole week during my Parasit exam, then get to work, hit the gym by about 3:30-4pm, be back here, shower, snack, more work, phone time, eat dinner, more work/dick around, and crash.

I've been recalling a lot of PU stuff lately, and I'm starting to really want to focus more of my "free" time on it. I think it's due to getting back in touch with El Topo as well as paying more attention to this blog, my PUA email [puahrithik@gmail.com], The Mystery Method/Love System's Super Conference in Vegas, and the fact that because I'm being so good about my schedule I'm hardly on campus at all anymore [thus cutting down my gaming opportunities to near-zero].

It's getting to the point, especially reading other blogs like Sinn's blog, Captain Jack's blog, and El Topo's blog, that I made a decision to go out at least once a week from now on, starting Monday night - we've got our Community and Public Health/Medicine final exam then, and 1st Termers have their Unified quiz that same day, too, meaning they'll be ready to party it and there must be some kind of blow-out party to hit up.

So, take-home message: get..up..on..my..PUA..shit! As much as possible, that is - reviewing those notes, running through all the stuff I have, making more routines, getting the order and flow down better, as well as going out AT LEAST once a week to shake the rust off. And when I'm back home, get hooked up with some dudes to keep my shit tight and ever-improving.

Next goal/game-plan: switch out my FB's at this point to new ones, simply because I've noticed it's causing me to be less motivated to do shit since I've already got ass whenever I want to hit them up. Plus, the whole point of getting into all of this was to be able to get any and all hotties that I wanted to, and that's not happening if I'm just sticking with the ones I've already got. And, considering I'm on a campus setting, there's always new girls either starting here or girls I've never really seen/run into due to the various schedules.

So, take-home message: rotate..around..the..FBs!

I've already got a little list of sorts going, including HBBangs [a new local student who, you got it, styles her hair so she's got bangs in her eyes], HBMissGND [a returning local student who was Miss Grenada this past year and competed in the Miss World contest, placing in the semi-finals - crazy, huh??], these 2 HBRegiSTARS [one works in administration, the other..is a vet student??], and 2 librarian chicks [HBLibrarianThick, who's got a sort of chubby but really cute face and big tits + curvaceous-as-hell ass, and HBLibrarianAss, who's got a pretty face and ridiculous ass].

HBBangs - have to be quick with her, because she's "fresh meat" and will be getting hit on constantly by the other guys who'll have more opportunity to see her around. [She's a chick I've seen 5 times, including tonight, with the 1st 3 times her having a pair of those ridiculously over-sized sunglasses on..the 1st 2 times I saw her was on the same day, once by myself, the 2nd time while I was walking with HBNeedyLocal"GF", and she told me that HBBangs apparently lives down the street from her and is a really cute girl, to which I said "Yeah, I guess..without those awful sunglasses on, mayyybe.."; that was the incident where, as we passed HBBangs, I told HBNeedyLocal"GF" that I thought she was looking at her, and she replied "No, she not looking at me..", and I played dumb and asked what she was looking at then, and HBNeedyLocal"GF" said "uh..YOU!", and as we passed by HBBangs, she was staring at me/us very blatantly, even with those huge shades on, and then the body language gave her away - we walked past, and she was turning her entire upper body, while walking, so that she was almost walking side-ways as we crossed each other..Attraction, anyone?? And last night, I was on the phone with my girlfriend, and HBBangs walked by, finally, without sunglasses on - yea, she's fuckin' hottt! So, now she's got attraction, too..from me! ;-)

HBMissGND - has/had a boyfriend, but I've run into her a couple of times just within the last 5-7 days, and she's doing the double-take/stare, so it doesn't matter what her deal is, right? ;-)

HBRegiSTARS - Either way, both were on my shit in the brief time when I was getting my registration shit handled at the beginning of the term - I haven't seem them around TOO often, so when I do, I need to use the chance to work them

HBLibrarianThick - I don't know much at all what's going on with her

HBLibrarianAss - literally smiles and stares at me the rare times I go to the library

Ok, that's that.

Last Thursday was Grenadian Independence Day, so classes were canceled. I used the opportunity to have a few chicks over, one after the other like a fucking parade - it was great! My roommate and our mutual friend [who was over studying with him] were both cracking up, especially our friend because my roommate lives with me, so he has a better idea as to some of the crazy shit that goes down with me.

The night before, Wednesday night, HBBartender was blowing up my phone, trying to get me to come out. But I eventually passed out instead of going - bad call; she wants my shit, baaad, and all I had to do was show up and get some Comfort in..down here, a lot of girls need more Comfort-building shit, especially with her, because I think she has a daughter, and obviously the dad's not in the picture..I need to keep that in mind and work that into my game with her.

So, back to Thursday, I had FBPerfectTits come over first, and I used the usual movie-in-the-middle [it was Butterfly Effect] set-up. We chit-chatted for a bit, watched the movie as I filled her in on what she'd missed, and did a little Push-Pull with her, escalating physically but then pushing her off, then pulling her back in [either physically or verbally..or both], and then pushing her off again. My biggest cue to get things under-way was when she was leaning forward for something, and I caught a glimpse down her pants from the back-side: bright pink thong - I literally thought to myself 'Oh, it is SO on!' So, the Push-Pull worked like a charm to pump up her buying temperature real quick, and before you know it, we were already getting hot-n-heavy. Once her beautiful breasts made their entrance, regardless of being cupped in a bra, I lost it and went nuts - right on the couch. Afterwards, we chit-chatted about my break, especially my trip to Chile, which worked out great because it prevented any feelings of awkwardness or buyer's remorse [which I think is more in my head than in reality, but - better safe than sorry].

I think I should try to have something[s] to talk about after doing the durrty, because not only does it relieve my concern with any imaginary awkwardness/regret, but it also serves to keep a sense of time out there so that I don't have girls staying around too long and falling deeply in love with me or some shit.

In this case, I needed her out so I could shower [important!] and get the next one in, which kind of worked..except I was a little slow on it, and HBNeedyLocal"GF" had to wait on me for 20 minutes or so. Oh well. So she and I chilled for an hour or two, which was fine because I didn't plan to do anything physical with her [she won't put out, so why tease myself, right?]. And then, as I was trying to rush her out..she dropped the L-bomb on me. And told me that she's felt that way for a long time now. And she wants me to be her first........................................not sure how I feel about that, though, because as awesome as it is/would be, and as MUCH as I want to bang her, it's just going to lead to horrible things I think - if she's already so needy NOW, and we haven't even done the deed, that'll just exponentiate this shit. Especially because she's already mentioned/talked about getting married and shit at times, as context for some comment or joke..as in, it's understood to be the case..yikes..again, this is all withOUT having even taken her virginity..it can only make things worse. On the other hand, I've wanted her, and dealt with her shit, for nearly 2 and a half years..and I bet it'll feel sooo good..fuck..

After her, I had FBLazyEye come over, and we watched the same movie [again], from the same "starting" point [again]. At this point, I was mouthing the lines as it played. She had her perky breasts looking sooo hot, with a push-up bra sticking up right out of her shirt, and she was smelling nice, and she had tight-ass [literally] jeans on..but I resisted, because we had to take care of some drama shit that had happened when I had those 2 finals earlier in the term. I gave her a lot of shit to think about, but she was ready to have it all settled [presumably to get plugged by the H-rod in my pants], which made me want to resist more, reminding her that I don't need her, and thus causing her to want me even more..nice. And I pulled it off.

But not to worry..I had her back Saturday evening and banged her on my bed. This time, the set-up came from wrestling, using the bed as the ring [very conveniently]. I also knew we were going to be a little time-crunched, so I tried a more boyfriend-style approach to things, to help get some Comfort in there [again, to avoid any awkwardness/slut-like feelings that she may feel if we just get it on as soon as she came over]. I played around with her, drank my protein shake, heated up a sandwich, then "did" things in my room like re-arranging shit or whatever [even though most of it I just faked to make it seem like we were doing things]. Then, one thing led to another, she tried to beat up on me a few different times, so I took that as my opportunity to get wrestling-physical with her, and the rest was pretty straight forward. Although, it was funny, because she'd told me once before that she never wanted me to blow my load in her mouth [she'd never sucked dick before, by the way..shows how if you've got your shit tight, you can have full control over everything], and so this time, I remembered that..and decided to blow my load in her mouth. Haa It was great, and she was pretty cool with it, telling me that it was actually kind of good, although if I'd told her ahead of time, there's no way in hell she would've let me do it! Take the lead, especially when in the heat of the moment [remember? "Fuck it, just do it!"].

Sunday, I text-talked with HBJewelreyStore for a bit. This girl is another situation of I don't know what's going on, especially since I don't get much chance to do anything with her, even communication-wise. BUT..she'll text me sometimes, just randomly, and tell me she misses me, or she loves me..weird. So I want to hit it, considering I'd gamed her last spring, before my bootcamps [last summer], and after them, my shit was only tighter still, getting in that hardcore Comfort - she has/had a boyfriend, and I still made-out with her, at my place, as we waited for her boyfriend to come pick her up..hot shit, my friend.

Oh, and all weekend, HBBartender was calling me and texting me, and ended up hating my guts because each night [Friday and Saturday], I told her I was going to come out, and each night I didn't: Friday, I was so tired, I fell asleep after doing work late into the night, losing track of time, and Saturday, I had FBLazyEye over, and when I was finally getting ready to shower and head over to the club to see HBBartender, the power went out. She actually called me then, too, using that as an excuse to check on me and see what I was doing/when I was coming. I don't think I actually wrote anything up about her, so I'll probably do that soon, because she's hot, and she's got this awesome ass, and uh..oh yea, she's a bartender! Hired gun, baby, that's what's up! Especially when a number of other fools, students and local guys, have tried to mack on her, yet I've got that shit on lock!

Oh, a quick note from yesterday - I decided after class every day, I'm going to go to the library and get something going with 1 or the other [if not both] of the 2 HBLibrarians I mentioned..advantage to use: one of the librarians that works there is a really cool chick who I'm tight with, so I need to be sure to get some help from her in hooking this shit up.

And then there's today - in class, one of the girls who sits in front of me, I've been making mental notes that she seems to be a pretty horny girl, because she makes a number of sexual jokes/innuendos, and she's actually quite attractive - I'm not sure of her background, she's white or Latina or something like that. So today, for no real reason, she decided to try to talk to me. Well, that's a lie, I know why - I'm the hottest guy in the country! ;-) And, her "in" was some joke she'd made to her very hot girlfriend, and I couldn't help but laugh a little, and they both looked over at me [they're always looking for an excuse to do that anyways] and smiled at me/laughed with me. So later, during a break in between classes, HBMPHBrunette [she went through the Masters of Public Health program here before entering the medical school, and there's 4 of them that are hot as shit..her being the only brunette, it fits, right?] says something to me along the lines of apologizing for talking/blabbing during class, and it took a minute to register with me because I was looking over some notes from the class we'd just finished. Then, when I realized what was going on, I decided to gauge her investment in me by ignoring her that first time, and she made a comment to her friend [and indirectly to me] like "Ookaayyy, and he's ignoring me..". She's invested. I look up, take her in for a minute, give her a half-smile and a quizzical look like 'You say something?', and she giggles and repeats her whole apology thing. I reciprocated her major IOI/DLV with an IOI, telling her something like "it was cool, it helps distract me just enough to keep me awake in class, blahblahblah" while laughing [remember to smile/laugh more, because I'm intimidatingly hot and already have a mean/bad-ass expression when I'm serious]. She dropped more IOIs my way, laughing and joking, then kind of blabbing about something or other..and I messed up here, because I should've gone for an intro or something [for example, she asked a question in class, and it was kind of funny the way it played out - could've commented/referred back to that]..but instead, my mind was still kind of on the Physio shit I was looking at, and I slowly drifted back down to that shit..oh well - I already feel/know that all I really have to do is see this girl out [and she definitely seems like a party-girl, so it's more like I need to get my ass out], and I could definitely get something going, if not f-close her that very night.

Side-note for a take-home message: PAY MORE "GEEKY" ATTENTION TO INTERACTIONS WITH PEOPLE, both verbal and non-verbal communications .. at all times!

Another point to take note of: remember to smile/laugh more, because I'm intimidatingly hot and already have a mean/bad-ass expression as it is, especially when I'm serious!

I came back here, did work, and eventually made it to the gym, where this redhead chick was eyeing me in the mirror as she did her abs and I was riding a stationary bike. Then, after she finished running on the treadmill, she came and just stood next to my bike, but I was so oblivious that I didn't notice until she felt too uncomfortable, because I looked over, and she was staring at me, smiling, and I could see it on her face that she'd just made up her mind to not make an ass out of herself anymore by continuing to stand there and wait on me to look up..shit.

Note: pay attention to your surroundings at all times, especially at the gym as well as around campus.

Another redhead showed up, in these skin-tight black spandex pants, and her ass was just beautiful! And she started up on a bike near me, so every time I had to wipe my sweat on my shirt, I'd look her way and check that ass that was cushioning her body on the seat of the bike haha. Again, I should've paid more attention, but she "finished" before me [being a guy, I find that hard to believe that a girl finished her cardio before I finished mine], did I think 1 or 2 ab exercises, and conveniently finished as I crossed to the weights section to get some water, and she was right behind me. The whole way. And when I finished filling my water bottle, she was anticipating my turn-around and already started smiling before I'd fully turned to face her. I smiled back at her and..hesitated. Oops. Although I'm not too upset, because for me to have smiled, especially being at the gym, having just finished my workout, being drained, and not being in game-mode, that's a huge improvement.

Note: "Fuck it, and just go for it"

Another note: remember to maintain, and continue building, your social circle! When you see people around, do NOT avoid them..at least acknowledge them, and if anything else, make up some excuse about needing to run so as not to get caught into some long-ass interaction if that's what I'm trying to avoid. Regardless, be aware of those around you, especially people you know, and they will reciprocate if/when you genuinely don't see them to provide bursts of Social Proof and Value to you at a time that you might need it [when in/directly gaming one of my potential FB girls..scratch that, "one of my future FB girls"].

After the gym, I went to pick up a sandwich I'd called in for my roommate..and ended up waiting over an hour for it. Awesome. As if that weren't bad enough, I spent another 45 minutes to an hour waiting on a bus, because apparently the buses were taking a different route to leave campus [and thus not passing the bus stop a number of us were waiting at near the gym, at the bottom] due to heightened security because the Prime Minister of Grenada was on campus, attending this major Clinical Workshop/Meeting that was taking place - all the big-heads/deans were there in attendance.

Oh, and of course, once I get onto a bus, and am waiting to finally get back to my place, I see HBBangs go speed-walking by, alone as usual, looking around a couple of times..and me unable to do anything about it - or rather, unwilling to risk missing this bus and waiting more as well as being pretty irritated/annoyed with the way things worked out, with nearly 2 hours of my time having been wasted waiting on shit, and not wanting that to come out in my voice or my actions.

So, I've got a long night ahead of me, leading to an even longer day tomorrow: class from 8am-12pm, then Neuro small group from 2:15-3:30pm, then Physio review group from 4-6pm..yay med school!

~h

LR: Party Like a Rock Star [including brief LR]

So, this past Saturday night was the Indian cultural show that my school has every term, and as usual, I performed in it [a dance, of course].

I tore things up, combining 2 routines that I've done in 2 separate terms already - 1 from last term and the other from when I first started school down here. And it was great..except for a part where I was trying to take off my pants [I had on jeans underneath] but couldn't get the damn pants to slide off like they had when I'd practiced. Oh, well, most everybody thought it was part of my dance, so I played it off that way..and I think it added a sense of vulnerability to me, showing that I am simply human and can/do make mistakes and providing a sense of Comfort and taking away a little bit of the unattainable aura which will only work to intimidate women.

Plus, it didn't matter.

After the show, everyone wanted to be seen with me, get pictures with me ["flash game"], sit with me, etc, etc. Hitting those switches already, with Leader of Men and Pre-Selection just at dinner.

And then there was the huge campus-wide party after the show, being put on by all the organizations on campus in a collaborative effort. And of course, I rolled through with a few of my boys. And needless to say, we [especially me, obviously] were the center of attention: I continued having random girls come up to me to talk and take pictures with me and basically make it painfully obvious that they wanted to and were ready to leave with me [Pre-Selection is a very good thing]. And random guys hi-fiving me and getting me drinks all night - free drinks are always a good thing [Leader of Men is also always a good thing].

And I used this incredible DHV spike that I had going on [because of my performance earlier and my pimped-out look at the party, with the darker version of this, i.e. dark blue blazer and baby blue shirt + dark jeans, and this shades-and-hairstyle look..I am Hrithik, after all!] to my complete advantage, ending up gaming every single hottie that came my way, even if she didn't initiate any conversation [can we say proximity..?], which continued on through at the [only] club we all bounced to afterwards with me posting up at 1 of the 2 bars and having girls sitting in my lap the whole time I was there [1 would get up for a moment, and another would plop down on my leg..awesome]. And yes, this covers Pre-Selection right off the bat..nice.

As soon as I walked through the entrance of the after-party club, I heard 2 girls calling my name, but by the time I spotted them, they'd begun to wander off..and I was pulled aside by another chick [who apparently works at the club sometimes], and she was telling me how I just had to meet her friend because she was totally in love with me, etc, and next thing I realize, I've been grabbing onto this girl's ass for the rest of our interaction [it was a really soft, sweet ass in a very loose, possibly woolen?, pants that made it that much easier to squeeze on haa]. She introduced me to her friend, and I threw in some sexual frames early with her, but she was resisting a bit whereas her friend was not, so I punished her by focusing on her friend [more ass-grabbing], and then the girl straightened up her act with me, which I rewarded with more interaction time directed towards her.

I don't even remember how everything all ended up, in terms of final count of kiss-closes, make-outs, #-closes, etc, but I do know that I pulled back from that night this 1 gorgeous mixed girl [I think she's latina with something, especially because she belly-dances -> HBBellyDancer] from my class who's had the hots for me for a little bit - and since she was all decked-out, she looked retardedly amazing that night!

It was hilarious how obvious it was that she was throwing an excuse my way to cover for whatever may happen afterwards [remember plausible deniability..? "Oh, we were just..and then one thing led to another..and then we..so it's not my fault it happened.." .. yeaaaah, sweety, whatever you say.. ;-)]. I actually even explained all this to the girl, and the look on her face was so funny because it was like a "Wait..what? How'd you know that??" loll

And just as I finished explaining this to her [with an underlying sexual frame/context added into the mix], I had 2 girls come up to me, wanting their picture taken with me, and it couldn't have been a better-placed take-away/jealousy plot-line introduction, right in her face, just after I'd DHVed myself to her with being non-needy as well as understanding these underlying social issues/events [social savvy plus intelligence].

Oh, and I even had a chick ask me if I did bachelorette parties, and she got my contact info, just in case I decide to do it..whaaaat??

And all last night, I had different girls texting/calling me [both from here and from back home], including HBJewelryStore, HBPerfectTits, HBLazyEye, and HBNeedyLocal"GF".

Definitely been keeping me busy, that's for damn sure..and with finals coming up - yikes!

~h