LR: HBLazyEye

I saved as many of the text message interactions as my phone would let me [there were definitely more], mainly so I could post them up on here and have a record for later, knowing how to push these sexual frames through text as well as how easily these frames can be pushed and how willingly the girl will oblige..

They start off with shit like [in response to me telling her the generic "Hey it was cool chilling with you (whenever), we should definitely do it real soon" (note the "do it" also subconsciously being able to begin the sex-talk trigger, albeit very lightly/subtly]: "I know it was real real real good limin* with u 2 and i guess, and i know it would be sooner than u think."

*"limin" means hanging out/chilling

Then she texted me asking what I was up to on that Thansgiving Day, and I told her I wasn't too sure, and she tried to convince me to come out to the beach with her and her gf, and I told her I wasn't too keen on the idea, to which she says: "PLEASE SAY YES", and I tell her "we'll see, I'll let you know", and this apparently "made [her] night, blahblahblah"..

I, of course, didn't go to the beach.

The next day, I'd texted her asking what she's "up to, other than missing me, of course" [an automatic little bit I use], and she tells me she's at church and "dont pretend your not missing me too"..I responded with something about going to the gym, but it would be dark, and she'd be tempted to jump me and rape me, especially because it will be dark..and so it begins!

She replied back "just maybe i might not have to jump u cause i know u would submit without a fight", and I told her "See, you're trying to seduce me already!", and she said "that wont be a problem cause i can seduce u anytime, anywhere and anyhow cause u know its me"

I told her something like "Oh really? You seem pretty confident, although you do have a tight little body on you..See, there you go again, getting me all hot and bothered! Bad girl!", and she replied back "did u imagine what my body might be like then u would have 2 wait and see and u would tell me better.oh and about thu we r leavin 2 go on the beach 4 9:00 and i really hope u can make it and [friend's name] and i hope the history with u and the beach is a good one"

I replied back that it wasn't a good thing [not really true at all, but has to do a little bit with a DHV story El Topo worked with me on during my bootcamp this past summer - fuckin ridiculously awesome stuff!]. She texted me "u dont have 2 worry once am there and u dont have anything 2 fear cause as long as ur in my arms i will be sure u r comforted with my heart beat"..talk about awesome Comfort-building already! And so easily! I decided this would make it that much easier to go all the way the next time that we hang, so I texted her "Wow, that's really sweet of you, making me smile and feel better..you're awesome!", to which she replied back "that good cause i vowed to meke this painful situation go away"..need I say the C-word??

From here, I told her I was sure she could help take my mind off things, and she said "tell me what do u have in da unpredictable mind of urs and if i join u what would da do". She's already taking things up a notch, on her own, because of the little things I'd been throwing in from before [I didn't end up texting her back, but I should've..oh well]

Later, she texted me "am on my bed thinkin about how 2 really kiss a guy 2 d point where his arms r strongly wrap around my small body", and I told her something about that being her problem, "that you can't just 'learn' how to do it from reading in a book or hearing someone tell you or thinking about it, you just do it - do what's natural, and just do it, it will come to you naturally..there's a reason the lips have the most sensory nerves in the body, well except for the clitoris! ;-)" [of course, note the "just do it" again, and especially the emphasis on kissing, etc, being natural and her needing to just go with the natural feelings and let them dictate to her what to do, and then describing it "logically/medically" as a DHV of my intelligence as well as reinforcing the natural aspect, and of course talking about the clit..nice]

She texts me back "where d lips is concern MMmmm i long 4 a man with d lips of d promise land 2 take my body 2 a place of no return and my 2 sentative spot my clitoric MmmMmm da would be another topic 4 its self 4 now i just want 2 feel ur lips all over me and ur hands takin full control of me like a man in full demand - am not takin bout sex yet"

At this point, I thought to myself, fine - you'll talk about sex NOW, biaaaatch!! haa

I texted her back something about her "being able to talk real hot, but can you really back it up or are you just all talk..?", and she said "yeah i can talk even better with ur tongue in my mouth and ur hands pushin me on d wall and ur body 2 close 2 main da d heat itself have 2 find another way of escap i need u 2 touch me n.o.o.w"

Now we're getting places, huh? So I pushed it further, by egging her on with some shit and then again Qualifying her by questioning her sincerity..she goes "0ooh hrithik if i was not serious would i have even tell u how i want ur hands and lips 2 rule my body, mayb u might just hear d sounds of an achin body cryin out ur name (hrithik) take control of my achin body. And havin me achin when my body finally submit 2 ur demands - if i was not serious would i have express d way i want u 2 captivate my breath from me"

..so uh..sexual frames kind of work..you know..pretty well..and can lead to some serious sex talk..mostly from the girl's side, by the way! Society tells females that they shouldn't be sexual beings, and yet they are..so all you have to do is tap into the happy medium of letting them know that sex is normal and natural, but at the same time not making it seem as though you are after sex or that there's any "rules or regulations" to this kind of thing..

This last bit of interaction was going on pretty late, so I just texted her something about her being a naughty little freak and how she was getting me all hot and worked up and how I'd have to see if she's really up to the challenge. I wake up to: "since i made u hot dis mornin with my lovin talk tell me r u still hot 4 me now babes" [7:45am, by the way]

I don't respond all day.

Next day, she texts me [7:29am = early morning again = it's reaaaaally on!] "when can u make my body collapse in those mighty hands of urs i hope it can be fri - sat" [as if you really needed the time insight considering the message itself, right? But it's good to take note of little things like that, because not every girl will necessarily get so worked up that she'll blatantly bust out shit like this]

This, by the way, is now Thursday, the Thanksgiving Day; I needed to get my work done, plus, we're not about to fuck in front of her friends, so it's not helping my cause any. So I ignore her early-morning text and tell her later on in the afternoon that I wasn't going to be able to make it to beach with her and her girls but that we should definitely chill Friday later afternoon/evening..she replies back "hay hrithik man sorry i did not reply 2 ur request sooner but i was not close 2 my phone and i just reach home - and yes i would be delighted 2 spend d evening with u but i want 2 see u when its dark so i can have my way with u"..awesome - the underlying subcontext is still going strong in her, despite my not having said anything [other than possibly the suggestion to meet up in the late afternoon/early evening on a Friday..I wonder how much "Friday" and "early evening" affect this subcontext..?? I'm going to use this same phrasing in the future and see how it works out]

After this, I wanted to make sure I kept the sexual momentum going, so I texted her something about finding it "hard to believe that you talk so much, will you really be able to follow up on all this, or are you just one of those girls who talks real big..?", and she jumped right through the hoop with "oh really as u rightfully said last night i know ur hot and am going 2 b a woman about it and tell u-that u r hot and not only that i want u now hrithik and last but not lest i am 100% serious about my txt last night".

I kept up this qualification [maybe a bit too much for future reference??] with "Well, that's what you say..I guess we'll see tomorrow!" to ensure that she comes in with the mindframe of wanting to/needing to prove herself to me, and just how comfortable she is with her sexual side. She said "by now u should believe me and dont just wait 4 2morrow 2 c what am capable of i need ur reaction 2 b 100% demandin if i want it 2 turn out d way i want it"

Awesome.

She texts me later in the night with "if you were 2 have me now would u want me hrithik please tell me" .. and I left her hanging for a bit, further pulling the qualification, until finally I replied with "I would fuck the living SHIT out of you, right here, right now!!". I didn't hear from her the rest of the night and was a bit worried that I'd taken this too hardcore sexual [I remember thinking 'maybe she was thinking more romantic love-making sex..?'], but the next morning, Friday, she texts "there u go,now dat was not so hard tellin me u wud fuck d livin shit out of me if i was in ur presence and dat d true hrithik i pick up on d 1st day i met u,"

I have no idea was that last part meant, so I asked her, and she said "i was just goin over d txt u send me last night: because i like when a guy talk duty" - nice. At this point, I'm thinking 'It's retardedly on tonight!!'

She'd told me that she could meet me at 7:30, and I told her cool. 8:30 rolls around, and I text her, not even asking but rather telling her that I figured she was going to back out..and she texts back immediately, asking me where I am because she's on campus. I tell her I'm not going to campus since I'm already at my place. She texts back and tells me that she didn't know/think we were meeting at my place [and I'm thinking 'FUUUUUCK!! She is all talk! Bitch!' but decide to pursue it anyways since I'd already gotten myself thinking I was going to hit it that night]. I tell her that that's what the plan was, that's why I was already here doing work while waiting on her. She replies back that she thought we were meeting on campus and there's no way she's coming to my place, especially because she doesn't even know where I live, etc, etc - pure bullshit..so I called her on it: "..now u r makin xcuses - u walked w me 2 right outside my place..i though u were more mature than that.." [fuckin piiiiiiiiimp!! Talk about a total frame for her to either fit into if she doesn't come, or to "show" me by coming over to the P.I.M.P. pad..win-win situation]. She replies back with something about it not being like that and that she's not immature, etc, and..then..comes..over..! Hahaahaaa

This was really weird: once I got her into the P.I.M.P. pad, talk about mixed signals! On the 1 hand, she's telling me how she didn't plan to be at my place and that she had every text saved and nowhere did it say we were to meet at my place at 7:30 [I called her on the 7:30 thing, and then used that to be like "See, we can't believe anything you say! haha"] and that she doesn't even know my last name or what things I like [blah..blah..blah], BUT on the other hand, she's getting mad at me and giving me mad attitude because I'm not fucking her brains out already..what the fuck??

I call her on this shit a couple times, and then I can just feel the whole vibe crashing, so I tell her "Ok..let's do this - we'll start over..{I get up and reach out my hands for hers}..get up..we'll spin around {I spin 360 degrees, she's still facing 180 degrees..so I proceed to stare at her sweet ass and picture it bent over on my bed while I go to work on it..mm..} ok, then we turn back around {I fake a 180 degree turn since she'd obviously misunderstood earlier}" and then re-initiated the entire interaction, all the way from "heyy, what's up??"..

Shit got hot and heavy reaaaaaaaaaaaal fast, with her moaning and shit really loud and scratching the FUCK out of my arms and back..but then, we got interrupted [while I'm in my boxers and she's in some tight spandex-like black panties] by her homegirl calling her - apparently they'd planned to go back to their place together, and that time was now..bitch! So I totally made this out to be her fault [which it was] since she'd been so late, and then she had a hard time trying to get back ready again. I literally hopped off my bed and was dressed before she even had a chance to close her phone and be upset that she didn't get rammed by Hrithik's massive rod.

I made her feel guilty, especially since I could see that it was working, and she started to get dressed again and decided to try to seduce me, grabbing at my crotch, and I told her "There's nothing there..he's gone..I told you, he's under MY control..!", and this almost upset her [haa the whole indifferent to getting sex can really get to a girl].

I don't remember exactly how this next part happened, but I think my roommate knocked on my door, and he and I were talking for a little bit [again, indifferent to the fact that I didn't lay her], and when he left, I went up to her and started hugging her while talking about something, with an occasional kiss..on the forehead [totally non-sexual haa].

Then I walked her to my room door, and I was talking all sexy to her, and she just threw herself at me; I, of course, used classic Mystery lines about her needing to go and that we shouldn't do this because we can't get started and then have to stop again, plus her friend'll be waiting on her, etc..all the while escalating physically.

I went a step further and opened up my room door, and she looked a bit depressed, but I got her going with "Isn't this exciting..? My roommate could come out of his room right now, and he's see my hands rubbing your body..{as my fingers slide into her pants/panties}..my fingers inside your tight little pussy.."and at this point, she was getting all worked up and going nuts again, moaning and shit, and I told her that she couldn't be loud like that because my roommate and his gf would hear her..so she got quiet [rather than stopping me, of course!], and slowly I pulled her back into my room, closed/locked the door, and..fucked..her..senseless

Forget False Time Constrants, so much for TRUE time constraints! "Chicks before dicks" - whatever. I think the important things to note with this were the heavy sexual escalation, then the indifference to not getting our freak on, followed by the "verbal-no, physical-yes"/push-pull escalation, and of course, pushing the boundaries.

Afterwards, I walked her out to the bus stop near my place, and we waited for a bit, talking about random shit. She told me she's only had sex with 2 guys in her life, then how she's allergic to these 2 kinds of condoms, then abour totally unrelated shit..and finally, I told her that her luck was running out because I was getting bitten up my mosquitos and was going to go back in to my spot..and I did..left her standing there and actually busted her balls as I left [she said something about me thinking I'm so smart, and I said yeah I am actually and something to back it up..I crossed the street, and she says something back to me, and without hearing I tell her "See how long it took you to think of something to say in response to what I said..? :-D", turned back around and kept walking].

She wanted to meet up Saturday again, to continue, but I told her that I had shit to get done.

Saturday, she texts me "my neck is still hurtin from last night and d feel of those big hot hands on me makes me feel like ur here with me now", and I didn't respond to this all day [mainly because I didn't really know what to say haa].

She texted me tonight, asking me how my work went or whatever, and I said "Eh, I got a good amount of work done..although I was distracted every now and then, remembering the other night ;-) How about you, productive day at the library?" She replies back "i was really tryin 2 focuse 2night at d library but i 2 was rememberin d other night "dam it i cant get it out of my head" - how could anyone forget Hrithik?? Pssshh

So I told her "We should definitely continue sometime this week(end)!" and she replied back that she was all about it..then she invited me out for her b-day celebration in 2 weeks, but I made some excuse about that weekend being kind of busy, so I'd let her know, because 1) I don't want to waste a weekend of going out with a girl I'm already hitting, 2) why be seen in public with here in a place like this where every local person is all up in everyone else's business?, and 3) what if we end up going to the 1 main bar/club where I've got some shit going on with a couple of the bartender chicks there??

Good shit, Mystery and Company!

~h

Still Got My Shit Together: Dancing, Picking Up, and More

Wow, so where to begin?? So many things to update on..

Let's start with exams - they totally sucked..I had some serious personal shit going on, and my exam-time performance was definitely affected..but whatever, the position I'm in right now, I still have the potential to counter that dismal showing..

Obviously, I wasn't really looking to go out after exam week had finished, knowing that my shit hadn't been as hot as it should've been..but after a week of figuring things out and knowing what I've got to do, I was back into the swing of things.

This past Friday night, there was a Talent Show Competition thing that I signed up for at the last minute - great fucking idea! It definitely took my mind off of shit and helped get me back into game mode [1) what's done is done about the mid-terms, and things can still be salvaged, and 2) you can't ever afford to get out of practice, ever! .. unless you're Captain Jack, who hadn't been out in nearly 2 months and got laid his first night back out].

So, I don't know how else to put it, I'm just going to throw it out there: I'm a fucking ridiculously awesome dancer [example: a mix of this and this is what I busted out for the Talent Show], and even with only 24 hours or so of practice, I managed to brush off enough rust to bust out a vaginal-lubricating dance that had everyone going nuts all the way through.

Now that we got that out of the way, let's move on.

After I bust out my dance, every single chick at the place is coming up to me, some in half-drunk [or fully-drunk] stupors while others are completely sober, and feeling up on my barely-shirted chest and telling me how wet their pussies were for me - nice! This definitely helped knock me out of whatever rut I was in about not wanting to go out lately [mostly because this place gets pretty old on you when it comes to going out, as well as my regular concern that I'm going to show up and not know anyone there to chill with..unlikely, but I can't help the feeling].

Instead of going out, I ended up talking to every single hot chick that opened me, which was awesome because my dance had already gotten me RETARDED amounts of DHVs, and then having all these girls hang onto me blew up my social proof and created jealousy plotlines all on its own, by exponential factors!!

By the end of it, I decided I'd go back to the P.I.M.P. pad, eat, shower, and roll out [especially because it was the last day of the 2nd Termers exams, and there was a major all-day beach party with an after-party on Saturday; it was definitely a party-it-up weekend]..things didn't quite happen that way, but it's even better this way..

I went into the gym to get some water and catch some A/C, and when I stepped back out, I ran into this 2set I had "opened" the day before [Thursday], with a simple "Hm..you guys walk kinda slow..", but then just left to finish up my workout. I knew they had to be hovering around because they'd seen me, so I figured I'd see what's up..

..and shit just TOOK OFF! I didn't even realize what the fuck I was doing, but I was just spitting out game like nobody's business..it was simply unreal!! I was multiple-threading, running qualification on my target right off [because I knew had massive DHVs from the dance and tons of social proof and "desireable to women" things going on already..oh yea, plus I'm Hrithik, so..], cocky-funny shit, befriending the obstacle [who was really easy in this case], locking in [which I still forget to do too often], and hardcore sexual framing [the new thing I've been adding in, mainly because of El Topo and his crazy ideas that work way to freakishly well]..

Next thing I know, the obstacle has been pulled away by some random dude who was talking to her [possibly "gaming" her, but I'm not sure, mainly because I didn't care], and me and my chick [HBLazyEye..any explanation really needed??], are getting really comfortable - in this case, literally and game-wise. At the same time, however, I keep cycling back through attraction and keeping those sexual frames strong, grabbing her sexy phaaat ass and groping her petite pushed-up titties while talking about how she's trying to seduce me or can't resist me or whatever the hell else that popped out of my mouth..I swear, this shit was coming straight out, with no pit-stop in my brain to either come up with or at least sign off on everything..

After a while of this, I realize that I need to #-close her, especially because of my busy schedule and the fact that we are on 2 completely different academic schedules, it will be nearly impossible to game her by simply running into her..plus, texting is a great way to keep the gaming going as well as to keep the clock ticking [especially when in the Comfort phase].

Her friend re-joins us, but by this point, I am sitting in a chair with HBLazyEye sitting in my lap, ass in my left hand. Her friend decides to roll, so I bust out a very direct kiss-close ["So, uh..I'll be honest, right now..all I want to do..is..kiss you.."]

UPDATE-OF-THE-MINUTE: HBLazyEye has just come to the library, where I'm typing this up, and sat down next to me to work on some project..haa

Well, at first, she was resisting, but I quickly discovered that it was only due to her feeling worried about embarrassing herself because it'd been over a year since she'd kissed anyone..and soon, our lips were locked up and our tongues were getting to know each other better..I pulled her up from there and told her she was too self-conscious and thinking too much [gave her this whole pep talk thing, which worked out to as a nice comfort-building thing that we now shared], led her around the corner of the hall into this dead-end area, and started back up with making out, only this time I threw her up against the wall and ran my hands up and down her body to increase her buying temperature [I didn't even realize until just now that I had done a mini-venue-change, to be able to change up the atmosphere from Attraction/Comfort to more Seduction-type interactions..awesome!]..and then threw her off, telling her we should stop [only because I heard people coming haa].

At this point, I decided to really have some fun with this, so we find her friend at the bus stop, and I say "Hey, you know what..you guys are fun, let's just walk", and they were both ready to walk [they had a much longer walk ahead than me, especially with it being past midnight already], to the point that I even had a friend of mine offer us a ride before we'd even made it out of the campus, and HBLazyEye was vehemently telling her friend to oppose the idea.

From here on out, I just totally pummeled them with all the social dynamics knowledge that I've accumulated from not only my own experiences, but also the amazing shit I've learned from my bootcamp experiences this summer!! And it just reinforced to me once again what these top PUAs from The Mystery Method and Venusian Arts are always saying: "You can tell a girl not only that you are picking her up but even how you are picking her up, what you are doing, and why it's working..and it will still work!" This chick was walking me back to my place, in the middle of the night, and she was ready to get some Hrithik up in her system!

When we got to my place, I decided it would be better to not try anything, for 3 main reasons: 1) her friend was with her, although I think I really could've still swung it by letting them crash at the P.I.M.P. pad, 2) there's some construction on the pathway that leads to my place, and 3) after having had this entire convo about all kinds of social interactions stuff, mixed with earlier convos about how guys are only after 1 thing, etc, this would show non-neediness and the ability to walk away, plus create more Comfort [since we had escalated shit physically pretty quick] to make sure there's no buyer's remorse later on: that's the last thing I need in this already-kind-of-small campus community.

Just as I make my decision, a bus is pulling up, so it works out even better, with no feelings of somewhat-guilt for letting these girls walk all the way to their place at like 1-1:30am, alone, or awkward good-byes since the bus forced HBLazyEye to get her ass inside in a timely fashion.

And since then, there has been a barrage of texts from her wanting to chill, especially on the Thanksgiving Day Holiday this Thursday..yeah, not the turkey stuff from the US - they don't do that; instead, they're thankful for when the American troops came in and rescued the locals [and the students..can you guess which ones the troops really came for..??] back in 1982, giving them their independence. And then tonight, she texted me, wanting to come over after she hits up the library so we can chill..

..of course, all this time, I've made sure to throw in as much sexual framing as possible, including the whole "you're trying to seduce me/I'm the prize" frame, which have all been working remarkably well..

Well, it's already 9pm, HBLazyEye is sitting next to me, and I still have work to get done - can I pull her back and pull off getting my work done?? Tune in next time to find out this, and the rest of the weekend's escapades, which'll just have to wait for now ;-)

~h

Mini-Update and Some Interesting Links [And a Quick Rant]

Well, exams have just ended - they were rough as hell! It feels like I just grabbed my ankles and held on for the raping that took place..so much blood spilled, too..ew

I'll be back to blogging soon, although it might be a little more spaced out, mainly because my laptop is acting up [it's on, the screen's display is working..but it's just dark..and no, it's not because I've got it dimmed or something, the back-light was flickering for a few days, and it'd turn off, but I could get it back on..now, it's just done..].

Needless to say, this will affect my ability to post on here, especially since I can't just do it at my own leisure, but rather will have to do it at the library [gross].

In the meantime, enjoy some interesting articles I came across [remember, it's very important to be an interesting person rather than just having a bunch of interesting facts/routines to run, so that you are the interesting one instead of the material itself..hence, it's important to keep up on interesting things going on in our world, regardless of how big or small it may seem - plus, it provides for easy topics of conversation, d'uh!]:

Apparently, TI's in jail..and even more random is the fact that he was supposed to perform [obviously didn't happen] and even won 2 awards [that he couldn't collect]. Why is he in jail, you ask? "[H]e planned to pick up machine guns and silencers he had his bodyguard buy for him"..hmm [http://tv.msn.com/tv/article.aspx?news=279540&GT1=7702]

It seems that people are setting their standards lower and lower when it comes to their significant other, or even just their sexual partner - to the point of having sex with [and possibly marrying] robots. Brings a whole new level of meaning to the whole "social robot" phenomenon that the Seduction Community continues to deal with, huh? Although, something like this could definitely take the pressure off of guys to actually have to interact with real people, thus throwing them even deeper into AFCdom [http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21271545/]

Here's a list of the top 10 cheapest destinations to check out..nice to see India made the list, since we do have one of the 7 Wonders of the World, new and old, there! We also have Mount Everest, which is one of the Natural 7 Wonders of the World, so all the more reason to check it out [http://travel.msn.com/Guides/article.aspx?cp-documentid=414811]

~h

I Kind of Miss High School and College

So I get back from a night of gaming [more on that tomorrow?], and I see this on my screen:

..who the fuck is that??

Barely-legal Allison Stokke, high school pole vaulter, that's who.

And then, of course, you've got this Ohio State "recruiting video" haa

Awesome..I totally miss this kind of young eye-candy from back in the day..{sigh}..Oh wait, I still have that option, down here at least! Nice.

~h

Game Should Always Be On

I didn't plan on having anything to write here, but you know how Hrithik do! If opportunity arises, I'm all about it.

I go to campus, with the intention of attending class. I decide that eating is more important, especially when I ended up talking to my roommate about mid-terms next week and was going to be late already. I pick up my food [and had some playful negging of HBLightPearl in the process] and head towards the Perfect Location for Lunch, when on my way, I run into HBKraaazyBody just standing in the middle of the sidewalk. So, of course, I game her..

I just went right up to her, big smile on my face, and started "awww"ing her with my arms open, and then I just hugged her. As I did this, I said something about it being really sweet of her to wait for me, and she smiled and tried to be tough/non-girly about it [but of course, body language always gives away the true intention: her arms were already wrapped around me]. We chit-chatted for a bit, I got in continued Attraction stuff as well as some rapport and Comfort, too. I even threw in a random cold-read [which I don't normally do but want to try to do more of]..and this one was an automatic one that had to be right: I based it off of something that she had just said, but she missed that fact [they usually do], and it was great because she not only qualified herself [in agreement with my read] but even fed into it for the rest of that particular conversational thread. The only real negative in our interaction as a whole was that we didn't have much kino going on, but it was solely due to the fact that her hands were full, and so were mine. But I still managed to get in an ass-grab plus some verbal talk about her ass [something about it blocking the satellite signals of her cell phone's network, since she complained that she doesn't get signal sometimes even when it's just in her back pocket]. Then, we both rolled to our respective classes [which she was actually missing to stay with me].

As I am eating my lunch, a couple of my boys call out to me and tell me that there's a biochem review session going on, so I joined them to hit that up. And I don't know shit! Awesome.

Afterwards, we ended up skipping class, especially seeing other people leaving the lecture hall. So instead, I came back to the P.I.M.P. pad to get some stuff done before 5pm, when I was to meet 1 of my good buddies to get some helpful shit for my histo mid-term next week. In the meantime, HBShorty starts texting me, and we plan to meet up after I get my flash drive to my boy.."but only for a minute!" [credit - DYD].

I go to meet my boy, a little after 5, get that shit done, chit-chat for a bit until he has to catch his ride, and then I head out to meet up with HBShorty..

..2 hours later, I'm now getting back to my place. Not quite as planned, but I'll make it pay off for me as soon as mid-terms are done. We covered a good deal of stuff: hit tons of Attraction [always], a lot of rapport, and some serious Comfort, too [relatively speaking]. She was initiating ridiculous amounts of kino, and I was throwing in some solid push-pull stuff in for good measure when needed/wanted.

I know I could've gotten a kiss-close, but I wasn't really sure how to do that without it being a little awkward [considering we were still on campus]..thinking about it now, I realize that what I should've done is bounced her to a more private location and then escalated from there..fuck! Oh, well..that's the purpose of this blog - to force me to sit down and analyze what happened, and then have a written log of all of this insightful realizations to use now and especially later.

Regardless, I'm at a point with her where I feel that I can definitely get physical with HBShorty[if I so choose]; the only serious problem I see at this point with her is the bf angle: I don't know if she's going to want commitment before we do anything physical..especially considering how often it came up in coversation relating to how others are going to gossip about us and whatnot, since we're chillin and shit. It definitely didn't help when this guy and girl walked by, whom she's friends with, and the girl started saying some stupid thing about her not acknowledging her friends in front of her bf..I was thinking, 'Greaaaat, thaaanks..'

I think I did a pretty good job of handling it, though; at first, I addressed it logically [as in, "Who cares? I've learned, especially down here, that blahblahblah"] and then I took it to the extreme [as in, "Well, you know they're going to talk shit anyways, so let's give them something to talk about!!" and grabbing her, pulling her down into me (I was sitting in a chair - you know the lock-in is key!!), and kissing her all up and down her neck and cheek and upper back]. There was also some point in there where I was grabbing on her ass, but I'm not sure where that fit into everything..point being, I managed to find ways to definitely escalate sexually physical kino with her to get that whole thing in motion for later and at the same time, hopefully push out any thoughts about not being physical if we're not "together" [especially since people will have seen us and will begin talking, if they haven't already]. I also threw in a lot of exaggerated talk about us being "together" together, such as when she'd say/do something "bad", I'd bust on her, telling her things like because of that, that's it, we're done, finished, I want a divorce, I'm taking half of everything, I get custody of the kids on the weekends, etc, so hopefully that'll also help out with this whole issue.

Anyways, there was some hot shit that happened here, too, which is not directly related to her: I got massive pre-selection and social-proof as people walked by, and they saw her standing next to me in the chair, while she's holding my hand[s] and has her body completely facing me, whereas my body is slightly turned away from her [example: plenty of chicks, including HBBaller, but especially this one really tall chick I've got a lot of Attraction going with from before, without ever having spoken a word to her - we'll go with HBTall-n-Slim - who HBShorty even stopped to ask her something that I'd put on her to guess/figure out]; I got some more practice in not only escalating things, but noticing the little eye-darting that takes place when people [especially females] and thinking something or about doing something or whatever else - basically, the eyes can give away a lot of info if you pay attention and know to look as well as what to look for [example: I'd been pulling her into me a few times, and I was actually trying to get her to sit in my lap, but she kept coming in for hugs..I guess she finally caught on, or the thought then entered her mind, and I caught her looking over at my leg/knee area (NOT my crotch, unfortunately haa), and mid-sentence, I said something about "knowing that she wants to sit in my lap, go ahead" and continued on talking about whatever I was talking about, and it was almost automatic/robotic how she just sat down..like I'd done some NLP shit or something haa].

Finally, I decided I needed to roll, because it was getting late [although she brought it to my attention..I should've been on top of that, but I made up for it by actually getting going first..which means - what if she was wanting to come back here..?? I doubt I would've let her, though, because I've got to get to the gym soon and get work done, which I'm not going to neglect just so I can get some ;-)].

At the bus stop, she and I were chit-chatting, and a mutual friend of ours came up and we all talked for a bit, then a couple girls she knows joined in, then they all moved across the street..and by chance, so did HBShorty to go greet a friend; she claims she told me she was coming right back..but I didn't hear shit, and that's all that matters, so I passed right by her to check the bus schedule, and she thought I was leaving [which was exactly how I'd wanted it to look haa], and she stops me with something about just leaving her there, and I told her that it was actually her who left me [in a joking tone, of course..that kind of shit doesn't bother a cool alpha male], and we were re-engaged, but on my terms, as I demonstrated by rolling off of her and looking as though I was leaving [but in actuality, it was only temporarily to check the bus schedule]. Then I rolled back into her group, negged her to her friend, and I was right back in, with everyone joining in the pick-on-HBShorty fun!

The group soon disintegrated, with a couple of people bouncing and the rest just shifting a few feet away from me and HBShorty. Next thing I know, she's leaning on me, all gf-style, and I'm thinking, 'I could have her right now if I want..and had the time to do so!! Damn mid-terms!' But it's alright, I'll get things done as soon as mid-terms are finished. In the meantime, I settled for a kiss on the cheek just before I got on my bus [she was taking a different one].

~h

The Good and Bad of Internalization

So I was laying in bed just now, reflecting on the day's events, and I realized something..

I had an interaction with this really cute, petite chick [with the phaaat ass, of course!] from Trinidad [I think?? I don't remember], HBShorty, who is just really bubbly and everything..anyways, it went something like this:

I got out of class and bullshitted with a couple of my boys. At 1 point, I decided to assert my alphaness [haha] and take over the convo [because I was just kind of passively participating, with them talking to each other but addressing me], so I interrupted by laying out there that I needed to decide between these two chicks, as I gestured towards HBShorty [who was chilling outside the lecture hall where I'd just gotten out of class, with a group of maybe 5-6 people, and I know she was out here specifically because of me - she knows I have class and so being there optimizes her chances of seeing me] and HBGottaBeMixed [who happened to be sitting on a bench with a girlfriend of hers..I think it was proximity, because she has seen that I have class in this lecture hall repeatedly, and gave up her usual chill-n-sit spot to be over here..I didn't even think of that until just now, really..]

1 of my friends was like "Haha not really much of a decision .. {no response, I just stared at him blankly..so he qualified himself/his answer} you know, if you ask me.." [I didn't really mean to do that, I just didn't realize I'd done it].

We chit-chat about this for a minute, then I point out the 2 girls we were waiting for, who had somehow "sneaked" their way out of the lecture hall without passing by us, so the girls busted out laughing and then waited up for us so we could get something to eat..but I had a review thing to go to, so I decided to roll out..but not before getting in some time with the HBs

I pass by HBGBM, who I'd seen just fix her hair up into a knot/bun/whatever, so I simply passed by, smiled at her friend, came up behind HBGBM, and just pulled her hair [kind of hard..oops :-p] to make it come out of its knot/bun/whatever. I looked over my shoulder and smiled, and she was doing the whole girly "mock upset but giggling because I'm totally all into you" thing..but I just kept walking..

..right on over to HBShorty, whose friends had started to trickle away, but she was still standing there - obviously waiting/hoping for me to pass by. Again, without thinking/realizing this [I'm only now realizing what was going on and what was happening, as in, her major IOI/AI of waiting on me despite her friends having started to leave without her], I went over to her [and thus rewarded her good behavior] and chatted her up. I also threw in a compliment later, when I became conscious of the fact that she was giving me a lot of kino, especially grabbing my hand[s] and holding it/them..and she just loved it! She couldn't stop giggling for a minute - nice. And even more so, HBGBM had a perfect view of all of this, and I caught her multiple times, looking over and thus getting a hardcore jealously plotline worked in..again, with only minimal thinking/planning about all of this - it sort of "just happened" [plausible deniability-style!].

The Good - needless to say, the good thing here is that this shit is not only sticking [despite being a few months removed from my in-field training with The Mystery Method and Venusian Arts and not having been very active at all in going out - partly due to lack of options/opportunities and partly due to lack of time], but it is being internalized into my brain on a subconscious level! This means, of course, that it is being integrated into my very way of being - I am no longer having to consciously think about every little thing, and my mind and body are still doing what they need to do in order to game properly..

The Bad - obviously, if I'm not in active-mode on a conscious level most [if not all] of the time, then I will be making mistakes, since I'm nowhere near being perfect, and I won't be catching these mistakes..forget catching them, I won't even be noticing these mistakes because I won't even be looking for them! This, of course, is a terrible position to be in, because without seeing the mistakes, you cannot learn from your mistakes, and you definitely can't correct them and improve upon them - very detrimental to the entire process. And forget about cold approach in a club when I get back home; with these girls, obviously I've got tons of Attraction and already some-to-decent amounts of Comfort, which definitely won't be the case when I'm back home doing my thing with total strangers [or even at a party here, possibly..although, who doesn't know Hrithik, right?? haa]. As a matter of fact, the more I think about it, the more upset I'm getting about this - if you take this scenario out to an extreme, then it means that I'd be getting the success despite my mistakes, which will be in part due to my game still being tight regardless of the mistakes [tight, but not flawless], but part of it could/will be due to my looks..and that's precisely what I don't want: to be relying on my looks to get me success with women.

I'm not sure where the sum of the two puts me, but I obviously want to maximize the good and minimize the bad..the only thing I can think of right now [it is late] off the top of my head is to do what comes/feels natural BUT AT THE SAME TIME to pay attention to what it is that's coming/feeling natural as well as the response[s] I get to this stuff..I'm not even sure if that makes sense haah

Anyways, it's late, but I needed to get these ideas out there - already they were leading to other [in some cases, deeper] insights..I'm glad I went to the effort of getting out of bed for this

~h

Cavemen: Leave Them to Geico

I don't know if anyone really bothered to watch this new show Cavemen on ABC, but I had my doubts about whether it would even be worth the time and effort of even remembering when it was on - and so I didn't risk wasting that time and effort! But, as luck [and procrastination] would have it, I caught it, nonetheless, and so here's a review of the show:

Basically, the new ABC show is straight-up bland comedy. But let's back it up a bit..

Who says major TV networks aren't responsive to allegations of racial insensitivity? Critics had hammered the archetype for Cavemen [the series that's based on those hilarious Geico ads .. how could this go wrong, right? Riiight..], and the show made its prime-time debut - but not before drastically cutting down the previous form's metaphorical themes. Thus, it has become an extremely bland activity - a derelict buddies comedy with a very complex make-up budget [since the protagonists do happen to be cavemen]. Using a similar rope-a-dope tactic that CBS used in keeping Kid Nation on the down-low, ABC [possibly correctly] realized that curiosity about this commercial-that's-become-a-sitcom would be reduced if reviews identify it as the show truly stands - at the bottom-most rung of the comedy genre's evolutionary ladder.

Obviously, there was some re-thinking that was put into dealing with the "hot potato" of the summer for the network. Originally, the setting for the pilot episode was Atlanta, but as you can imagine, this only amplified the uncomfortable feeling that the here-and-there slights that were directed towards cavemen [who, "coincidentally", actually referred to themselves as "maggers"] awkwardly reflected stereotypes of black/African-American people, ranging from their mythical sexual expertise to the idea of them as being less-than-us by snobby Southerner folk.

The revised premiere changed the show's location to San Diego and backed-off the themes in question, if to only refer to them more lightly. However, this does not mean that the humor cuts it as being understated, and the softened edges definitely do not improve the show. In fact, the only thing that these things do do is raise questions regarding the freshness element beginning to erode even by the time we break for the second set of commercials.

Here's the actual plot/basis of the show [if you still really want to know at this point]:

Joel (Bill English) is a hard-working caveman who lives with his roommate Nick (Nick Kroll), a slacker, and his brother Andy (Sam Huntington), a whimperer, who is obsessively depressed [to the level of being annoying] about his ex-girlfriend, who has dumped him.

Meanwhile, Joel's got a secret of his own that he's hiding - a sizzling affair with a cute blonde Kate (Kaitlin Doubleday), who is a [cue dramatic music] Homo sapien!!!!! This is in direct violation to Nick's more aggressive advice against going out with a "sape" as well as to "keep your penis in your genus".

Eventually, Nick's insistence takes its toll on Joel, and he begins to wonder if Kate hides him from her friends - a pretty lifeless plot, to be honest. Then we have the supporting players, mainly Julie White (Grace Under Fire), who's now cast as the Realtor for the apartment building the guys live in; her role seems to comprise of asking the cavemen to minimize their "primal grunting" when she shows places to potential customers.

ABC has shown a soft spot for big comedic concepts, seemingly seeing them as a sort of "shock treatment" to try to jar comedy out of its ratings distress. The major predicament Cavemen faces is that nobody appears to have really thought through the idea much further than that - beginning with how to revamp an idea released in incremental 30-second sight gags to a justifiable TV show with real plots and actual characters.

ABC definitely has done its best in order to have people take notice of the show. Still, if TV comedy and all those associated with it have reason for some soul-searching, the most logical place to begin would be being funny [like CBS's new The Big Bang Theory], rather than simply relying on the slim chance that a Stone Age basis [unsatisfactorily carried out, at that] will be all it takes to forge a path for the the sitcom into the future.

You can catch the show [in the hopes that somehow it gets better, I guess?] on ABC at 8 p.m. Eastern/Pacific Time on Tuesdays.

~h

Interesting Article - "The Most Popular 'TEST' Women Are Using These Days", by Stephane [ideaGasms]

It's been a minute since I've posted [I've got mid-terms coming up, so there's not much hope in the upcoming week or two, either], but this interesting article on ideaGasms by Stephane that I came across on the blog of Captain Jack [of The Mystery Method] is definitely worth a read:

The Most Popular "TEST" Women Are Using These Days

~h