Busy Days

Yesterday, I had quite an unexpectedly productive day, both academically and socially.

I went to class, and made it through, wide-awake and active.

During, and especially after class all the way through the night, I was off-handedly gaming girls that I'd run into.

HBAmazon is almost ready to be approached, with intent - she now actively seeks me out and makes sure to at least say hi, a great improvement over her looking-from-the-corners-of-her-eyes, half-smile, nervous look-away greetings from earlier in the term. And I always make sure to smile at her, no matter what, so she's not initimidated - funny how a little thing like that, from me especially, can make such a major difference.

I got texted by a few of my girls, varying from "Hey hrithik waz up. Just saying hi, etc" to "so wen am i gonna wrap my lips around dat big cock of urz?"

[I made some good head-way with HBKraaazyBody Monday after my exam, when I sent out a mass text to some of the girls: "Mannn i had this test 2day, totally sucked..wen i was done w it, u popped in2 my head - n stayed 4 a good bit.. does that sound lame? U suck", and it had great response with most of them, especially HBKraaazyBody, who revealed her stance with me :-)

I also caught HBAlienFace staring at me, every time I've seen her around campus, even to the point where she'll be talking with someone but her body language'll give her thought away to me, i.e. feet pointing towards me, upper body facing me, and/or more blatant things like her eyes fixed on me while she talks to someone else..but I don't know if she just sucks at trying to flirt, because obviously she's interested, but the last interaction we had, some semesters back, was kind of awkward, where I think she was trying to play-argue with me, but it was about something kind of lame, so it didn't work and made me feel like "umm..okay..", and then I never really spoke to her again..we'll see if I choose to change that]

I went to the gym later in the evening, and HBGottaBeMixed found me a couple times while I was on the phone with my girlfriend, telling me she'd be right back once I was off. And a few other girls whom I don't even remember now, similar [re]actions. Obviously there was something that was causing each of these girls to behave similarly.

So I made sure to pay attention to what was going on - I saw my reflection and noted my body language, and I also listened to myself interacting with my girlfriend on the phone, as well as making sure to keep a smile on my face so that the interaction didn't seem serious or anything.

After the gym, I was heading back to the P.I.M.P. pad, when I noticed this tall, cute Indian chick, with a nice breasts and curvy ass, speed-walking from behind me, almost as though she was trying to catch up to me; she'd been riding the bike next to me earlier, and I'd caught her glimpsing my way a number of times. For a few seconds, I was distracted, seeing that ass in high-powered motion, but I snapped out of it and started talking with her. She removed her headphones almost immediately [IOI] even though she could hear me. I made a few jokes [A2], then back-handed slapping her shoulder [light kino initiation], teased her [more A2], then a quick bit about us having to impress our Indian parents [A3/C1], all the while I'm making sure to smile and she's laughing and responding very well. Next time I see her at the gym, or around campus, I'll take things a bit further.

I drank a protein shake and then went to Subway, and there, everyone was watching me. Including one of the girls working there, who was the first girl I'd been completely infatuated with when I'd come down here for the first time. At the time, I'd gotten to be pretty cool with her, even #-closed her, but she had seemed kind of stand-offish, which I'd since then attributed to the defensive nature some local girls tend to get around me since I'm not from here - they worry that I will simply use them and then leave them. Back then, however, not only did I not know this, I didn't know how to handle it, either. Or maybe she had a boyfriend and began to feel guilty after she gave me her number. Regardless, as far as I was concerned, she was "a bitch".

And now here she was again, and this time she was talking about me and even tried to initiate conversation with me a couple of times. And I simply blew her off - guess I still had some hurt feeling from way back then, huh? Then I proceeded to make her feel awkward as I didn't even acknowledge her trying to talk to me. And then I just stared at her retarrrrdedly huge ass - seriously, it's got to be 50"+.

In retrospect, this was quite immature of me, but she does not know that I did it on purpose, because I had my headphones blasting music, even though they weren't on my ears, she still doesn't know whether I could hear or not. So I will see about maybe trying to make something happen with her the next time I go there.

The bus driver that picks me up to bring me back to my place is an old friend of mine whom I hadn't seen for..maybe almost a year now, come to think of it. It was real cool catching up with him, albeit briefly, just to see what he's been up to and how things are with me.

Then about 10:30pm, HBBlondeBlackModel calls me, from her chef-in-training job. That I think made my night, because she'd called me last Friday and had woken me up, I'd texted her a couple times since then but had gotten no response, and now here she was, secretly calling me from work. And she reaffirmed exactly what I thought was happening: she was still mad busy with interviews and photo shoots, etc, from her modeling competition in Barbados last weekend, and then working afternoons/nights, leaving her no spare time to be able to hit me back.

She told me real quick about that stuff, then asked me about my trip [I don't remember what trip she's talking about..Disney, I guess??], which I told her was a lonnng story, and would have to wait, and she agreed that we'd better wait until we're in person then. And she kept asking about me and the things I've been up to [IOIs], which I didn't realize but it was quite a bit once I started talking - the Indian cultural show performance and how awesome that was, then the after-party/ies me and my friends hit up, then my galfriend's birthday party when we hit up the new legit club in town, and then studying for that test this past Monday..of course, I made sure to lace all these stories with DHVs and other attraction spikes, to remind her of why she thinks I'm so awesome :-)

We probably talked a good 20 minutes or so before she had to go, and it was definitely a good conversation. Especially since she suggested herself, that she'd hit me up in a couple days and we could see what's up with the weekend..which I played off at first like "ummmmm..hmm..okay, yea, that should be alright.." [non-neediness].

All of this stuff happening, especially within 1 day [and a few things that happened today, going along with this..just different girls, like HBTriniMed for example], got me thinking about the signals that women send out to let guys know that they are feeling you. I'll post more about this later tonight.

~h

LR: HBLazyEye

I saved as many of the text message interactions as my phone would let me [there were definitely more], mainly so I could post them up on here and have a record for later, knowing how to push these sexual frames through text as well as how easily these frames can be pushed and how willingly the girl will oblige..

They start off with shit like [in response to me telling her the generic "Hey it was cool chilling with you (whenever), we should definitely do it real soon" (note the "do it" also subconsciously being able to begin the sex-talk trigger, albeit very lightly/subtly]: "I know it was real real real good limin* with u 2 and i guess, and i know it would be sooner than u think."

*"limin" means hanging out/chilling

Then she texted me asking what I was up to on that Thansgiving Day, and I told her I wasn't too sure, and she tried to convince me to come out to the beach with her and her gf, and I told her I wasn't too keen on the idea, to which she says: "PLEASE SAY YES", and I tell her "we'll see, I'll let you know", and this apparently "made [her] night, blahblahblah"..

I, of course, didn't go to the beach.

The next day, I'd texted her asking what she's "up to, other than missing me, of course" [an automatic little bit I use], and she tells me she's at church and "dont pretend your not missing me too"..I responded with something about going to the gym, but it would be dark, and she'd be tempted to jump me and rape me, especially because it will be dark..and so it begins!

She replied back "just maybe i might not have to jump u cause i know u would submit without a fight", and I told her "See, you're trying to seduce me already!", and she said "that wont be a problem cause i can seduce u anytime, anywhere and anyhow cause u know its me"

I told her something like "Oh really? You seem pretty confident, although you do have a tight little body on you..See, there you go again, getting me all hot and bothered! Bad girl!", and she replied back "did u imagine what my body might be like then u would have 2 wait and see and u would tell me better.oh and about thu we r leavin 2 go on the beach 4 9:00 and i really hope u can make it and [friend's name] and i hope the history with u and the beach is a good one"

I replied back that it wasn't a good thing [not really true at all, but has to do a little bit with a DHV story El Topo worked with me on during my bootcamp this past summer - fuckin ridiculously awesome stuff!]. She texted me "u dont have 2 worry once am there and u dont have anything 2 fear cause as long as ur in my arms i will be sure u r comforted with my heart beat"..talk about awesome Comfort-building already! And so easily! I decided this would make it that much easier to go all the way the next time that we hang, so I texted her "Wow, that's really sweet of you, making me smile and feel better..you're awesome!", to which she replied back "that good cause i vowed to meke this painful situation go away"..need I say the C-word??

From here, I told her I was sure she could help take my mind off things, and she said "tell me what do u have in da unpredictable mind of urs and if i join u what would da do". She's already taking things up a notch, on her own, because of the little things I'd been throwing in from before [I didn't end up texting her back, but I should've..oh well]

Later, she texted me "am on my bed thinkin about how 2 really kiss a guy 2 d point where his arms r strongly wrap around my small body", and I told her something about that being her problem, "that you can't just 'learn' how to do it from reading in a book or hearing someone tell you or thinking about it, you just do it - do what's natural, and just do it, it will come to you naturally..there's a reason the lips have the most sensory nerves in the body, well except for the clitoris! ;-)" [of course, note the "just do it" again, and especially the emphasis on kissing, etc, being natural and her needing to just go with the natural feelings and let them dictate to her what to do, and then describing it "logically/medically" as a DHV of my intelligence as well as reinforcing the natural aspect, and of course talking about the clit..nice]

She texts me back "where d lips is concern MMmmm i long 4 a man with d lips of d promise land 2 take my body 2 a place of no return and my 2 sentative spot my clitoric MmmMmm da would be another topic 4 its self 4 now i just want 2 feel ur lips all over me and ur hands takin full control of me like a man in full demand - am not takin bout sex yet"

At this point, I thought to myself, fine - you'll talk about sex NOW, biaaaatch!! haa

I texted her back something about her "being able to talk real hot, but can you really back it up or are you just all talk..?", and she said "yeah i can talk even better with ur tongue in my mouth and ur hands pushin me on d wall and ur body 2 close 2 main da d heat itself have 2 find another way of escap i need u 2 touch me n.o.o.w"

Now we're getting places, huh? So I pushed it further, by egging her on with some shit and then again Qualifying her by questioning her sincerity..she goes "0ooh hrithik if i was not serious would i have even tell u how i want ur hands and lips 2 rule my body, mayb u might just hear d sounds of an achin body cryin out ur name (hrithik) take control of my achin body. And havin me achin when my body finally submit 2 ur demands - if i was not serious would i have express d way i want u 2 captivate my breath from me"

..so uh..sexual frames kind of work..you know..pretty well..and can lead to some serious sex talk..mostly from the girl's side, by the way! Society tells females that they shouldn't be sexual beings, and yet they are..so all you have to do is tap into the happy medium of letting them know that sex is normal and natural, but at the same time not making it seem as though you are after sex or that there's any "rules or regulations" to this kind of thing..

This last bit of interaction was going on pretty late, so I just texted her something about her being a naughty little freak and how she was getting me all hot and worked up and how I'd have to see if she's really up to the challenge. I wake up to: "since i made u hot dis mornin with my lovin talk tell me r u still hot 4 me now babes" [7:45am, by the way]

I don't respond all day.

Next day, she texts me [7:29am = early morning again = it's reaaaaally on!] "when can u make my body collapse in those mighty hands of urs i hope it can be fri - sat" [as if you really needed the time insight considering the message itself, right? But it's good to take note of little things like that, because not every girl will necessarily get so worked up that she'll blatantly bust out shit like this]

This, by the way, is now Thursday, the Thanksgiving Day; I needed to get my work done, plus, we're not about to fuck in front of her friends, so it's not helping my cause any. So I ignore her early-morning text and tell her later on in the afternoon that I wasn't going to be able to make it to beach with her and her girls but that we should definitely chill Friday later afternoon/evening..she replies back "hay hrithik man sorry i did not reply 2 ur request sooner but i was not close 2 my phone and i just reach home - and yes i would be delighted 2 spend d evening with u but i want 2 see u when its dark so i can have my way with u"..awesome - the underlying subcontext is still going strong in her, despite my not having said anything [other than possibly the suggestion to meet up in the late afternoon/early evening on a Friday..I wonder how much "Friday" and "early evening" affect this subcontext..?? I'm going to use this same phrasing in the future and see how it works out]

After this, I wanted to make sure I kept the sexual momentum going, so I texted her something about finding it "hard to believe that you talk so much, will you really be able to follow up on all this, or are you just one of those girls who talks real big..?", and she jumped right through the hoop with "oh really as u rightfully said last night i know ur hot and am going 2 b a woman about it and tell u-that u r hot and not only that i want u now hrithik and last but not lest i am 100% serious about my txt last night".

I kept up this qualification [maybe a bit too much for future reference??] with "Well, that's what you say..I guess we'll see tomorrow!" to ensure that she comes in with the mindframe of wanting to/needing to prove herself to me, and just how comfortable she is with her sexual side. She said "by now u should believe me and dont just wait 4 2morrow 2 c what am capable of i need ur reaction 2 b 100% demandin if i want it 2 turn out d way i want it"

Awesome.

She texts me later in the night with "if you were 2 have me now would u want me hrithik please tell me" .. and I left her hanging for a bit, further pulling the qualification, until finally I replied with "I would fuck the living SHIT out of you, right here, right now!!". I didn't hear from her the rest of the night and was a bit worried that I'd taken this too hardcore sexual [I remember thinking 'maybe she was thinking more romantic love-making sex..?'], but the next morning, Friday, she texts "there u go,now dat was not so hard tellin me u wud fuck d livin shit out of me if i was in ur presence and dat d true hrithik i pick up on d 1st day i met u,"

I have no idea was that last part meant, so I asked her, and she said "i was just goin over d txt u send me last night: because i like when a guy talk duty" - nice. At this point, I'm thinking 'It's retardedly on tonight!!'

She'd told me that she could meet me at 7:30, and I told her cool. 8:30 rolls around, and I text her, not even asking but rather telling her that I figured she was going to back out..and she texts back immediately, asking me where I am because she's on campus. I tell her I'm not going to campus since I'm already at my place. She texts back and tells me that she didn't know/think we were meeting at my place [and I'm thinking 'FUUUUUCK!! She is all talk! Bitch!' but decide to pursue it anyways since I'd already gotten myself thinking I was going to hit it that night]. I tell her that that's what the plan was, that's why I was already here doing work while waiting on her. She replies back that she thought we were meeting on campus and there's no way she's coming to my place, especially because she doesn't even know where I live, etc, etc - pure bullshit..so I called her on it: "..now u r makin xcuses - u walked w me 2 right outside my place..i though u were more mature than that.." [fuckin piiiiiiiiimp!! Talk about a total frame for her to either fit into if she doesn't come, or to "show" me by coming over to the P.I.M.P. pad..win-win situation]. She replies back with something about it not being like that and that she's not immature, etc, and..then..comes..over..! Hahaahaaa

This was really weird: once I got her into the P.I.M.P. pad, talk about mixed signals! On the 1 hand, she's telling me how she didn't plan to be at my place and that she had every text saved and nowhere did it say we were to meet at my place at 7:30 [I called her on the 7:30 thing, and then used that to be like "See, we can't believe anything you say! haha"] and that she doesn't even know my last name or what things I like [blah..blah..blah], BUT on the other hand, she's getting mad at me and giving me mad attitude because I'm not fucking her brains out already..what the fuck??

I call her on this shit a couple times, and then I can just feel the whole vibe crashing, so I tell her "Ok..let's do this - we'll start over..{I get up and reach out my hands for hers}..get up..we'll spin around {I spin 360 degrees, she's still facing 180 degrees..so I proceed to stare at her sweet ass and picture it bent over on my bed while I go to work on it..mm..} ok, then we turn back around {I fake a 180 degree turn since she'd obviously misunderstood earlier}" and then re-initiated the entire interaction, all the way from "heyy, what's up??"..

Shit got hot and heavy reaaaaaaaaaaaal fast, with her moaning and shit really loud and scratching the FUCK out of my arms and back..but then, we got interrupted [while I'm in my boxers and she's in some tight spandex-like black panties] by her homegirl calling her - apparently they'd planned to go back to their place together, and that time was now..bitch! So I totally made this out to be her fault [which it was] since she'd been so late, and then she had a hard time trying to get back ready again. I literally hopped off my bed and was dressed before she even had a chance to close her phone and be upset that she didn't get rammed by Hrithik's massive rod.

I made her feel guilty, especially since I could see that it was working, and she started to get dressed again and decided to try to seduce me, grabbing at my crotch, and I told her "There's nothing there..he's gone..I told you, he's under MY control..!", and this almost upset her [haa the whole indifferent to getting sex can really get to a girl].

I don't remember exactly how this next part happened, but I think my roommate knocked on my door, and he and I were talking for a little bit [again, indifferent to the fact that I didn't lay her], and when he left, I went up to her and started hugging her while talking about something, with an occasional kiss..on the forehead [totally non-sexual haa].

Then I walked her to my room door, and I was talking all sexy to her, and she just threw herself at me; I, of course, used classic Mystery lines about her needing to go and that we shouldn't do this because we can't get started and then have to stop again, plus her friend'll be waiting on her, etc..all the while escalating physically.

I went a step further and opened up my room door, and she looked a bit depressed, but I got her going with "Isn't this exciting..? My roommate could come out of his room right now, and he's see my hands rubbing your body..{as my fingers slide into her pants/panties}..my fingers inside your tight little pussy.."and at this point, she was getting all worked up and going nuts again, moaning and shit, and I told her that she couldn't be loud like that because my roommate and his gf would hear her..so she got quiet [rather than stopping me, of course!], and slowly I pulled her back into my room, closed/locked the door, and..fucked..her..senseless

Forget False Time Constrants, so much for TRUE time constraints! "Chicks before dicks" - whatever. I think the important things to note with this were the heavy sexual escalation, then the indifference to not getting our freak on, followed by the "verbal-no, physical-yes"/push-pull escalation, and of course, pushing the boundaries.

Afterwards, I walked her out to the bus stop near my place, and we waited for a bit, talking about random shit. She told me she's only had sex with 2 guys in her life, then how she's allergic to these 2 kinds of condoms, then abour totally unrelated shit..and finally, I told her that her luck was running out because I was getting bitten up my mosquitos and was going to go back in to my spot..and I did..left her standing there and actually busted her balls as I left [she said something about me thinking I'm so smart, and I said yeah I am actually and something to back it up..I crossed the street, and she says something back to me, and without hearing I tell her "See how long it took you to think of something to say in response to what I said..? :-D", turned back around and kept walking].

She wanted to meet up Saturday again, to continue, but I told her that I had shit to get done.

Saturday, she texts me "my neck is still hurtin from last night and d feel of those big hot hands on me makes me feel like ur here with me now", and I didn't respond to this all day [mainly because I didn't really know what to say haa].

She texted me tonight, asking me how my work went or whatever, and I said "Eh, I got a good amount of work done..although I was distracted every now and then, remembering the other night ;-) How about you, productive day at the library?" She replies back "i was really tryin 2 focuse 2night at d library but i 2 was rememberin d other night "dam it i cant get it out of my head" - how could anyone forget Hrithik?? Pssshh

So I told her "We should definitely continue sometime this week(end)!" and she replied back that she was all about it..then she invited me out for her b-day celebration in 2 weeks, but I made some excuse about that weekend being kind of busy, so I'd let her know, because 1) I don't want to waste a weekend of going out with a girl I'm already hitting, 2) why be seen in public with here in a place like this where every local person is all up in everyone else's business?, and 3) what if we end up going to the 1 main bar/club where I've got some shit going on with a couple of the bartender chicks there??

Good shit, Mystery and Company!

~h

On-the-Go Library Fluff

So, I wanted to get my thoughts out real quick and then have to head back to campus for class..

I ran into this girl who's hot [of course..otherwise, I wouldn't be writing about it, right?] and has a ridiculous body: the 1st time I'd seen her, she was at the gym with her bf at the time, and she had on skin-tight white cotton biker-shorts or something and a tight white top with a bandana on her head, and she looked AMAAAAZING! Her ass was beyond "like whoa", and even her breasts were looking really full [I'm not sure just how full at this point in time, because they seem to kind of fluctuate..must be the bra]. I simply could not stop staring at her..Since then, I'd made some passing comment half-negging and half-poking fun at her because she always seemed to have on a bandana instead of doing something with her hair, and she promised she'd fix it up the next day, just for me. The next time I saw her, I messed with her again, and she told me that she actually had done her hair the other day, for me, as promised..

Fast forward a bit: she and her bf have since broken up [but are still good friends], and she and I are pretty cool. I say pretty cool only because I have been having trouble reading her - she seemed to be playing hard to get at first, but then it seemed more and more that she was not interested enough [how's that possible?? Doesn't she realize who I am? I'm Hrithik!!], so I started to cool off and didn't see her around that much..and when I did, I wouldn't go out of my way to say/do anything [a lot of those times, I'd just act as though I didn't even see her]. We emailed a few times over the summer, but things seemed to be whatever, and at that point, I was just keeping it as a possible option [especially because I had other things either going down or in the works]..

Fast forward to now [the past month]: I guess me doing semi-freeze-outs had major effects, and it showed her true intentions - she's definitely digging the Duggu [I knew she couldn't not be interested - it's ME!!], and she's been trying to get my attention anytime we're anywhere near each other, whether on the bus or on campus. Like today - I spot her but don't really have time to b.s., especially because she's with 2 of her gfs and might be in her "super-hard-to-get" mode..fuck it..I start to walk into the library, and she calls out my name:

HBKraaazyBody - "Hrithik!" [IOI]
h - {dramatically turn around and lean to see behind the security guard} [return IOI]
HBKB - {smiles..her gaze shifts between me and the water bottles she's filling} [IOI]
h - {remove shades and walk towards her} [return IOIs]
...
h - "So..what are you, loading up on water..?" {hold out hand for her to grab} [Shit - she has no choice but to fail the test because both of her hands are busy .. I make it as though I'm gesturing towards the bottles]
HBKB - "haha Whatever .. these aren't even mine" {laughs [IOI]} [qualifying herself = IOI]
h - "Ah, I see.."
HBKB - {turns to face me [IOI]} "Man, where have you been?? I haven't even .. "
h - {interrupt} "Aww, come here..!" {hug-n-hold [IOI for her IOIs].. wait for uncomfort to release [could I have held on a bit longer but released too early, once I felt uncomfortable? Shit!] and release [Shit! Forgot the verbal release!]} "So, what's up, stranger?"
HBKB - "I cool .. I don't see you around, I get like a text from you at 7am, when I'm trying to sleep, to catch some Z's, and you text me to tell me to have a good day [tone is higher/excited and volume is loud = IOIs, despite her verbal communication], and then I don't see you around anywhere!"
h - "Yeah, I know .. I'm just reaaal busy .."
HBKB - {interrupts} "You just really busy with work, huh?"
h - "Yeah, it's just crazy ..{pause}.. I have, every Tuesday and Wednesday, I've got class or lab at 8am, so I'm already up"
HBKB - "Oh, wow .. what class??" [q showing interest = IOI]
h - "Eh, Anatomy, or Histo .." {staring off}
HBKB - {impressed but trying to give an "ew" look} "Wow..having fun with all that?"
h - {body-rock away [as a non-verbal FTC to see how invested she is]} "Oh yeah , it's great .. I'm filled with SOO much excitement, I can't even contain it..!"
HBKB - {laughs [IOI]}
h - {finish rocking back in [IOI for her IOI]} "So I figure, if I already have to be up, I might as well wake your ass up, too, right? Pull you down with me.." {smile}
HBKB - {laughs harder [IOI]} "Gee, thanks!"
h - "Yeah, no problem!" {smile}
HBKB - "Yeah, I just don't see you around, like hardly at all, even on campus..classes keeping you busy, but I don't even see you in the library or something.."
h - "Yeah, I'm just busy with class and then been studying.."
HBKB - {facial expression looks like she's trying to think of something to say to keep convo going [IOI]} [so interesting - hot girls have trouble carrying on conversations at times, too..haa]
h - "Nah I've been hiding .. from you .. " [IOD - bad call! IOD for her IOI..?? Let's see if I can save it..]
HBKB - {looking at me expectantly} "..whyyy..?"
h - "You scare me..you're kinda freakin me out.." {smile} [..did it work..?]
HBKB's gfs - "hahaha" [yes - worked perfectly as a neg/disqualifier to her friends]
HBKB - "Bye, Hrithik..on that note, I'm going.." {turns her body away to fill her bag}
h - "haha ..{start to walk away}.. wait a minute - I just realized that we always tend to end on that kind of a note, huh?" {slowly turn back towards her [testing her investment/readiness to re-invest]}
HBKB - "What?" {opens b.l. up to face me completely [IOI - she's wants it]}
h - "I always leave you on that kind of a note, don't I?" {finish turning around to face her [reward her IOI]}
HBKB - "Yeahhh.." {playing sad}
h - "Ohh, poor babyyyy.." {pat her shoulder/back}
HBKB - "I know, every time I try to reach out and be nice to you, you just get all mean on me!" {mockingly upset}
h - "Poor baby .. okay, I'll .. work on that, and we'll see where we go from there, ok? BUT .. no promises!"
HBKB - "Ok! blahblahblah.."
{I continue walking away and don't hear what she says}
[one of HBKB gfs lets out a HUGE, lovey-dovey/crush sigh]
HBKB gfs - "blahblahblah" {giggling}

As I walk into the library, I catch HBKB in the reflection: she's looking directly at me, body facing me, and .. is she still smiling? I can't tell, but I see her gfs keep looking back towards me and then at her, so I know they're talking about me, and it's definitely positive stuff .. ah, how great it is when the gfs become your wings in your absence .. should've focused on them more, but I didn't have the time to focus on them [because that'd be time I'm losing with HBKB when I'm in a tight spot already] .. more analysis later [??]

Off to class for now
~h