Mini-Update and Some Interesting Links [And a Quick Rant]

Well, exams have just ended - they were rough as hell! It feels like I just grabbed my ankles and held on for the raping that took place..so much blood spilled, too..ew

I'll be back to blogging soon, although it might be a little more spaced out, mainly because my laptop is acting up [it's on, the screen's display is working..but it's just dark..and no, it's not because I've got it dimmed or something, the back-light was flickering for a few days, and it'd turn off, but I could get it back on..now, it's just done..].

Needless to say, this will affect my ability to post on here, especially since I can't just do it at my own leisure, but rather will have to do it at the library [gross].

In the meantime, enjoy some interesting articles I came across [remember, it's very important to be an interesting person rather than just having a bunch of interesting facts/routines to run, so that you are the interesting one instead of the material itself..hence, it's important to keep up on interesting things going on in our world, regardless of how big or small it may seem - plus, it provides for easy topics of conversation, d'uh!]:

Apparently, TI's in jail..and even more random is the fact that he was supposed to perform [obviously didn't happen] and even won 2 awards [that he couldn't collect]. Why is he in jail, you ask? "[H]e planned to pick up machine guns and silencers he had his bodyguard buy for him"..hmm [http://tv.msn.com/tv/article.aspx?news=279540&GT1=7702]

It seems that people are setting their standards lower and lower when it comes to their significant other, or even just their sexual partner - to the point of having sex with [and possibly marrying] robots. Brings a whole new level of meaning to the whole "social robot" phenomenon that the Seduction Community continues to deal with, huh? Although, something like this could definitely take the pressure off of guys to actually have to interact with real people, thus throwing them even deeper into AFCdom [http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21271545/]

Here's a list of the top 10 cheapest destinations to check out..nice to see India made the list, since we do have one of the 7 Wonders of the World, new and old, there! We also have Mount Everest, which is one of the Natural 7 Wonders of the World, so all the more reason to check it out [http://travel.msn.com/Guides/article.aspx?cp-documentid=414811]

~h

Game Should Always Be On

I didn't plan on having anything to write here, but you know how Hrithik do! If opportunity arises, I'm all about it.

I go to campus, with the intention of attending class. I decide that eating is more important, especially when I ended up talking to my roommate about mid-terms next week and was going to be late already. I pick up my food [and had some playful negging of HBLightPearl in the process] and head towards the Perfect Location for Lunch, when on my way, I run into HBKraaazyBody just standing in the middle of the sidewalk. So, of course, I game her..

I just went right up to her, big smile on my face, and started "awww"ing her with my arms open, and then I just hugged her. As I did this, I said something about it being really sweet of her to wait for me, and she smiled and tried to be tough/non-girly about it [but of course, body language always gives away the true intention: her arms were already wrapped around me]. We chit-chatted for a bit, I got in continued Attraction stuff as well as some rapport and Comfort, too. I even threw in a random cold-read [which I don't normally do but want to try to do more of]..and this one was an automatic one that had to be right: I based it off of something that she had just said, but she missed that fact [they usually do], and it was great because she not only qualified herself [in agreement with my read] but even fed into it for the rest of that particular conversational thread. The only real negative in our interaction as a whole was that we didn't have much kino going on, but it was solely due to the fact that her hands were full, and so were mine. But I still managed to get in an ass-grab plus some verbal talk about her ass [something about it blocking the satellite signals of her cell phone's network, since she complained that she doesn't get signal sometimes even when it's just in her back pocket]. Then, we both rolled to our respective classes [which she was actually missing to stay with me].

As I am eating my lunch, a couple of my boys call out to me and tell me that there's a biochem review session going on, so I joined them to hit that up. And I don't know shit! Awesome.

Afterwards, we ended up skipping class, especially seeing other people leaving the lecture hall. So instead, I came back to the P.I.M.P. pad to get some stuff done before 5pm, when I was to meet 1 of my good buddies to get some helpful shit for my histo mid-term next week. In the meantime, HBShorty starts texting me, and we plan to meet up after I get my flash drive to my boy.."but only for a minute!" [credit - DYD].

I go to meet my boy, a little after 5, get that shit done, chit-chat for a bit until he has to catch his ride, and then I head out to meet up with HBShorty..

..2 hours later, I'm now getting back to my place. Not quite as planned, but I'll make it pay off for me as soon as mid-terms are done. We covered a good deal of stuff: hit tons of Attraction [always], a lot of rapport, and some serious Comfort, too [relatively speaking]. She was initiating ridiculous amounts of kino, and I was throwing in some solid push-pull stuff in for good measure when needed/wanted.

I know I could've gotten a kiss-close, but I wasn't really sure how to do that without it being a little awkward [considering we were still on campus]..thinking about it now, I realize that what I should've done is bounced her to a more private location and then escalated from there..fuck! Oh, well..that's the purpose of this blog - to force me to sit down and analyze what happened, and then have a written log of all of this insightful realizations to use now and especially later.

Regardless, I'm at a point with her where I feel that I can definitely get physical with HBShorty[if I so choose]; the only serious problem I see at this point with her is the bf angle: I don't know if she's going to want commitment before we do anything physical..especially considering how often it came up in coversation relating to how others are going to gossip about us and whatnot, since we're chillin and shit. It definitely didn't help when this guy and girl walked by, whom she's friends with, and the girl started saying some stupid thing about her not acknowledging her friends in front of her bf..I was thinking, 'Greaaaat, thaaanks..'

I think I did a pretty good job of handling it, though; at first, I addressed it logically [as in, "Who cares? I've learned, especially down here, that blahblahblah"] and then I took it to the extreme [as in, "Well, you know they're going to talk shit anyways, so let's give them something to talk about!!" and grabbing her, pulling her down into me (I was sitting in a chair - you know the lock-in is key!!), and kissing her all up and down her neck and cheek and upper back]. There was also some point in there where I was grabbing on her ass, but I'm not sure where that fit into everything..point being, I managed to find ways to definitely escalate sexually physical kino with her to get that whole thing in motion for later and at the same time, hopefully push out any thoughts about not being physical if we're not "together" [especially since people will have seen us and will begin talking, if they haven't already]. I also threw in a lot of exaggerated talk about us being "together" together, such as when she'd say/do something "bad", I'd bust on her, telling her things like because of that, that's it, we're done, finished, I want a divorce, I'm taking half of everything, I get custody of the kids on the weekends, etc, so hopefully that'll also help out with this whole issue.

Anyways, there was some hot shit that happened here, too, which is not directly related to her: I got massive pre-selection and social-proof as people walked by, and they saw her standing next to me in the chair, while she's holding my hand[s] and has her body completely facing me, whereas my body is slightly turned away from her [example: plenty of chicks, including HBBaller, but especially this one really tall chick I've got a lot of Attraction going with from before, without ever having spoken a word to her - we'll go with HBTall-n-Slim - who HBShorty even stopped to ask her something that I'd put on her to guess/figure out]; I got some more practice in not only escalating things, but noticing the little eye-darting that takes place when people [especially females] and thinking something or about doing something or whatever else - basically, the eyes can give away a lot of info if you pay attention and know to look as well as what to look for [example: I'd been pulling her into me a few times, and I was actually trying to get her to sit in my lap, but she kept coming in for hugs..I guess she finally caught on, or the thought then entered her mind, and I caught her looking over at my leg/knee area (NOT my crotch, unfortunately haa), and mid-sentence, I said something about "knowing that she wants to sit in my lap, go ahead" and continued on talking about whatever I was talking about, and it was almost automatic/robotic how she just sat down..like I'd done some NLP shit or something haa].

Finally, I decided I needed to roll, because it was getting late [although she brought it to my attention..I should've been on top of that, but I made up for it by actually getting going first..which means - what if she was wanting to come back here..?? I doubt I would've let her, though, because I've got to get to the gym soon and get work done, which I'm not going to neglect just so I can get some ;-)].

At the bus stop, she and I were chit-chatting, and a mutual friend of ours came up and we all talked for a bit, then a couple girls she knows joined in, then they all moved across the street..and by chance, so did HBShorty to go greet a friend; she claims she told me she was coming right back..but I didn't hear shit, and that's all that matters, so I passed right by her to check the bus schedule, and she thought I was leaving [which was exactly how I'd wanted it to look haa], and she stops me with something about just leaving her there, and I told her that it was actually her who left me [in a joking tone, of course..that kind of shit doesn't bother a cool alpha male], and we were re-engaged, but on my terms, as I demonstrated by rolling off of her and looking as though I was leaving [but in actuality, it was only temporarily to check the bus schedule]. Then I rolled back into her group, negged her to her friend, and I was right back in, with everyone joining in the pick-on-HBShorty fun!

The group soon disintegrated, with a couple of people bouncing and the rest just shifting a few feet away from me and HBShorty. Next thing I know, she's leaning on me, all gf-style, and I'm thinking, 'I could have her right now if I want..and had the time to do so!! Damn mid-terms!' But it's alright, I'll get things done as soon as mid-terms are finished. In the meantime, I settled for a kiss on the cheek just before I got on my bus [she was taking a different one].

~h

Wanna Study Anatomy with the New Secretary

I don't even remember how this started..

Basically, I was walking down "the hill" towards the cafeteria area, which I was going to cut through on my way to a further-away eatery at the edge of the campus, and I was on the phone, waiting to place my order for my food. I notice, passing by me, is this tall black girl, dressed really nicely [business-style], with a phaaat ass [!] and mini-heels. So, of course, I say my usual comment about walking in heels up/down the hill, etc, and at first she keeps walking. She looks back at me, and I say "I'm talking to you", and she looks away..only to look back again, and I say "Yeah, you!", and she stops..the matches my pace while already opening up her body towards me [remember, I'm behind her]. The lady picks up on the other end of the phone.

I place my order while completely ignoring HBSecretary, and in the meantime, she keeps up with me. After I get off the phone, I start talking with her. I don't remember what I said, but it was all about body language, IOIs back and forth, and major kino from the get-go, the whole way. I high-fived her right off the bat, and then slightly moved my fingers as though I was going to hold her hand, and she responded, so I continued into the hand-hold, which she [of course] followed through on, too. She's giggling and talking, and I can tell 2 things already: 1) whatever she's supposed to be doing and wherever she's supposed to be going, that's all on-hold right now so that she can interact with me [nice], and 2) she's really trying to ensure that the interaction here keeps on going [I can just read it on her face and in her eyes], thus meaning that #1 is getting even stronger. However, I'm on a bit of a time-crunch, so I'd rather end this before we stall out [and then it becomes "my" fault that the bad interaction happened - silly females].

As it turns out, we start walking in the same direction, down some steps, and I tell her "I promise I'm not following you..", and she busts out laughing and asks "Then what are you doing?"..which I ignore, because this is just going to end up killing the joke [I don't have a humorous response, and anything else will seem to be almost qualifying myself, to a joke, which is going to be even worse than just simply qualifying in response to a statement or a question or something]. She sees the line at the bank and is disappointed [haa], and I go on past her while I say something about having fun with that..

I get my food, flirt a bit with the girl who works there [she's got a reTARded ass, but..she's apparently 37 years old! Whaaaaaaat?? Definitely not pursuing that, not because I care about the age, but because it seems like it'd be a lot of work to get her over it..], and head back to the main campus to get to my small group discussion for biochem, and HBSecretary is still in line haha

I laugh at her, and then we just pick up right from there. I start getting some A3 stuff on her to qualify her, and she's off!! She's trying to impress the shit out of me, so I make sure to really reward her [which was great for me, too, because it was a reminder that not can I escalate kino really quickly, but I need to do so], and before you know it, I was holding hands with her and hugging her and doing all kinds of random shit, right in front of the bank, after only having talked to her for like 2-3 minutes. I also found out that she's the new anatomy secretary [the other one is maternity leave for the rest of the term], so I promised her I'd definitely swing by and chill with her sometime, but I needed to get going for now [non-neediness..it was hard, I really wanted to stay - she looks reaaal good, and that BODY of hers..wow..].

As the title of this post suggests, I definitely want to get some hands-on anatomy work done with this body..

~h

Wow! Where Do I Begin..?

Well, as I'm writing this, my head is killing me! Bear that in mind as we continue, as this post may be affected..

I had my major quiz yesterday..I'm not too sure how I feel about it at this point, though, because they haven't even posted up the answer key yet! What is the point of us copying down our answers to compare to the answer key, when there..is..no..answer key..?? Anyways..

I think Anatomy, I pretty much killed it - I seem to know my shit [for the time being] and managed to pay attention to the questions as well as the answers, and also to focus on thinking things through and rationalizing out my answers so as to prevent any stupid errors..hopefully, I'll be proven right real soon..

Biochem..yeaaah..there were too many things on there that could've simply gone either way..so I guess that one is also a wait-and-see game, but one that has much more weight to it [with Anatomy, unless I completely screwed up a lot of things without realizing it, I shouldn't have gotten anything lower than a B, for sure]. It does give me an idea, though, of how detailed I need to know things for the subsequent test..

Histo....it was basically a straight-up vocab test [like the ones from back in the day..?], and at least it'll just go to show how I can be better prepared for the actual mid-term..that, and I keep forgetting to get the "cheats" from the other students that have a question-bank in it as well as a program with all the slides that on which we can/will be tested, right on there in one easy-to-find place..

So, today, I had to be in a lab by 8:30am, until ~12pm - sweet! Well, as it turns out, I had a huge thing [read as: fight] about nothing with my gf last night, so I didn't end up going to bed until about 3:45am..and that's with already having had a near-sleepless Saturday night [8am-10am] and another lack-of-sleep night Friday night [4 hours total]. And at this point of the day, I am dying - my eyes are not able to stay open to save my life [although, medically speaking, if a person were ever in a life-or-death situation, his/her eyes would be wide open: this is due to the eye trying to get in as much of the visual sensation possible so as to allow the brain to make the best decision, and especially your sympathetic innervation of the muscles controlling your pupils - they would actually cause the pupil to dilate - yeah, med school!].

Oh, and of course, the girl-talk for the evening: I was on the phone with my gf after getting out of this academic-supplemental meeting, and there were a few people at the bus stop, including this one girl who I find to be pretty damn cute! She has this like look to her, kind of like..an alien?? Haha, I love it, I'm going with it..HBAlienFace! I don't know, but she's fucking cute, and she's got nice thick legs and a pretty sweet ass [nothing spectacular, unfortunately - strange since she's got the black gene]..anyways, she just could not stop watc

~h